Insights on Light & Dark Consciousness

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Hi Everyone,

My work with Asaru and the Reptilians has continued. Since I had pledged

to continue to send Asaru and all the Reptilians Light and Love, he has

come to me several times to receive Love and Healing. On March 12, 1998,

the day of the lunar eclipse, Elora and I were going to do another

meditation when I felt a tremendous amount of fear come over me. We used

the WU language and stated our intentions to release this fear. Then Asaru

joined us. I released my fear and called in God/Goddess and began feeling

Light and Love flow through me. Then Asaru asked me to help him release

his own fear, so I did. Elora and I both surrounded this fear energy with

Love and gently sent it back to him. I could feel his energy, his fears,

flowing through me and out to the Blue Crystal and back to God/Goddess and

the Divine Oneness. Then I realized that the most primal and overpowering

fear of all was the fear of returning to Source. It was the fear that if

we returned to Source that we would lose our individual identity, that we

would just meld back into the whole. That we would lose our Individual

Consciousness, and be gone forever. The Ego Consciousness believes that it

would be annihilated if the Spirit returned to Source. That it would cease

to exist at all.

I connected to God/Goddess and let the energy flow for a few minutes.

Then came a deep sense of knowing that we are each a Cell of Consciousness

within the Greater ONE Consciousness. This Cell of Consciousness is our

Soul. By returning to Source, we would recognize this, and know that we

are all truly just a Cell of Pure Consciousness that transcends both Light

and Dark Energies. We will know that we are connected to all the other

Cells, but that each Cell retains its own Consciousness, its own True

Identity. Just like within our physical bodies, each cell has its own

Consciousness, but yet works for the good of the whole body and allows

every other cell to do their work. I began to realize that what we had

done when we became Incarnate Beings was to impart our Cells of

Consciousness onto the Light and Dark Energies of the Universe, and then to

integrate them into our Being. We attached a level of consciousness to

both the Light Energy and the Dark Energy , and thus created what we call

the Higher or Light Consciousness and the Ego or Dark Consciousness. But

True Consciousness transcends both Light and Dark Energies, and there is

really only One Consciousness. The existence of two separate levels of

Consciousness is just an Illusion. Therefore if we were to return to

Source, our Ego Consciousness would not cease to exist, because it was

never a separate Consciousness in the first place. Returning to Source,

merely means that our Consciousness, our Soul, releases itself from its

attachment to both the Light and the Dark Energies. It releases both the

physical body (Dark) and the Spirit or Astral body (Light). It returns to

Pure Consciousness. Then when our Cell of Consciousness, our Soul, chooses

to incarnate once again, it re-attaches itself to the Light and Dark

Energies, and creates the same Cells of Higher and Ego Consciousness,

because it is the Consciousness that determines, creates, the personality,

not the Light and Dark Energies.

In order to descend into the denser realms of 3 dimensional reality, we

had to lower the vibrational rate of our Beings, to match those of the

physical world that we descended to. It is our Emotional Energies (Energy

in Motion) that determines the vibrational levels of our bodies. These

Emotional Energies are stored in the Spirit or Astral Body. So to become

denser, to lower our vibration rate, we had to create and hold on to

negative energies or negative Emotions. We chose to descend further and

further into density, so we chose not to return to Source after each life.

We did not want to release our Astral bodies and the energetic state of our

Emotions. After each life, after each death, we chose to hold onto our

Astral or Spirit bodies, to hold on to our past Emotional Energies from

lifetime to lifetime. The only problem was that we began to identify with

the Emotional Energies from our past experiences instead of the

Consciousness that created them in the first place. We began to think of

ourselves as our Spirit, our Astral Body, instead of our Soul, our True

Cell of Consciousness. We soon forgot who or what we really were, and we

became caught up in our Emotional Identity. Since we began to believe that

we were this Emotional Being, we kept re-creating the same emotional

experiences over and over, to re-inforce this Belief System that this is

who we really were. The more we identified with our Emotional Selves, the

more we forgot that we were the Consciousness that created these emotional

experiences. We lost our awareness of our True Conscious Selves, we lost

our Conscious Awareness. Soon we began to fear the negative emotional

experiences that we kept re-creating for ourselves. Then as we descended

even more into density, we began to believe that we were our Egos, our Dark

Side of Consciousness. Belief Systems were created by the Conscious Mind,

the Intellect, the Ego, to offer an explanation for things that we had

forgotten, and feared because we did not know, or could not remember. But

the fear itself distorted the Belief Systems. We began to live totally

from our Fears, our fears of our past experiences. It became a vicious

circle and we spiraled down into lower and lower vibrational states. These

fears kept us from re-connecting to our True Consciousness. In order to

end this downward spiral, we must let go of our fears, and begin to

remember that we are the Consciousness that created the experience, we are

not the experience.

Then out of all the Belief Systems that we had adopted in place of True

Knowing and Remembering, a great division of Consciousness took place.

Some began to believe that they were the Dark or Ego Consciousness. Some

began to believe that they were the Light or 'Higher' Consciousness. Each

side began to fear the other, because the two viewpoints seemed so

diametrically opposed. Those operating from their Egos seemed to only

focus on themselves and what they needed, and took from others as they saw

fit. So those of the Light Consciousness began to think of the Dark

Consciousness as 'Evil'. Both sides fell into Judgement of the other, and

those of the Light became 'Evil' to those of the Dark. Fear began to

become dominant in our thinking, on both sides. We began to think of

anything of the Light as 'Good' and anything of the Dark as 'Evil'. Those

who stood in judgement of the Dark Side of Consciousness became very

Self-Righteous, and created all sorts of religions, and placed the blame

for all that was wrong, all that was Bad and Evil on those of the Dark

Consciousness. But what they failed to realize was that everyone had

aspects of both the Light and the Dark within their Being. We had created

ourselves that way. But people did not recognize the Truth of who we were,

and so we became very unbalanced in our thinking and in our way of Being.

In Truth, all Beings are responsible for the state of Being, the state of

the world that now exists, not just those 'Dark' Beings. Many religious

people and many 'New Age' Lightworkers have the Belief that we are all

Light Beings. But that is still not the Truth. We are not Light Beings or

Beings of Light Consciousness, and we are not Dark Beings or Beings of Dark

Consciousness. No Being is! We are all Pure Consciousness, that

transcends both Light and Dark. We are neither Light nor Dark, we are the

Consciousness that Created Both.

In order to return to Consciousness, we must heal and release all of

our stored emotional energies from our past experiences. We must release

our hatred and our anger, our guilt and the blame. We must relinquish the

need to place blame on any Being for what we judge to be bad or evil. We

must relinquish our need for judgement. We must recognize and honor those

Dark Beings and Dark Aspects of ourselves who helped make it possible for

us to descend into the Darkness of the Physical Realms. The 3 Dark Beings,

Asaru, An and Ayrthamu (Lucifer), all agreed to perform this role for all

of the Collective Consciousness. They led the way down into Density, and

now they will lead the way back to the Source of Pure Consciousness. When

these 3 Beings began this process of descension, they knew that there would

come a point of 'No Return', and the Descent into Darkness would have be

halted and turned around. If we continued to descend beyond that point, we

would not be able to return to that state of Pure Consciousness. We would

slowly find ourselves being pulled into a 'Black Hole', into an Eternal

Sleep, awaiting the next Creation. Since my Cell of Consciousness, or

Soul, had incarnated as AN to help begin the descent, it also incarnated in

many lives that all had played a role in a Plan to end the descent. This

was the Mission of our Council of Six, to help implement that Plan. I, or

at least an Aspect of myself, recruited the members, and together we

devised a plan where we would all experience all Aspects of the Duality of

this Creation. We would have to work together, to learn and experience all

that would be necessary for us to attain the wisdom to know what had to be

done, and to hone the abilities to do what we would have to do to halt and

reverse the Descent.

Well, over the last year, everything fell into place. Elora and I

re-connected and together we began to remember our Mission and our roles in

the Council of Six, and that the Time was NOW, that we had to act NOW. We

were programmed at the Soul level to set all of the triggers into place, to

help us remember. I had to experience several abductions, at least one

with each of the 3 Reptilian races. I had to begin to remember many of my

past lives, and my connections to the Draco, the Anunnaki and the

Reptilians. I had to become seriously ill, to be shaken out of the daily

routine of how I had been living my life. I had to go into deep meditation

to re-connect to my True Self. I had to get on the Internet to re-connect

to all those people who were there to help me remember, and I thank and

acknowledge all of you. (You know who you are.) I had to finally

re-connect with Lucifer, Anu, and Asaru, to remind them that now was the

time for our Return, our Ascension to Consciousness. We had to perform the

work we did on the Great Pyramid Stargate. All was according to the Plan.

Our Mission is very nearly at its final completion, and the Veils of

Illusion will soon be lifted from everyone on this planet.

[Elora] "Roger suggested that I might add a few words here. I think

that most everything has been said. I am honored to have been part of the

Council and this mission. My own path did not involve going so deeply into

the darkness, though I had my share in different ways. Part of my role was

to know and remember who all these beings were, those who took on dark

personas so to speak, so that I could help them come back into awareness of

their true nature. It was important for me to hold this vision, and to

reflect back to Lucifer, Sansiruous, Asaru, and others, the magnificent and

loving beings that they truly are. At times, I have also needed to do this

for Roger. So allow me to conclude by saying that that this one, whom we

have known as Roger Kerr, is one of the most vast, beautiful, courageous,

and dedicated Beings I have ever encountered, anywhere, and that he has

laid down his life over and over in Love and sacrifice for this Creation.

Honor and respect are due for this sacrifice, and now freedom, as we move

into the completion of our task."

So I now ask you all to honor and acknowledge the Reptilian Races, the

Draco, the Anunnaki, and the Reptilians for all that they have done to help

us descend into the Density of this beautiful planet Earth. I ask you to

honor and acknowledge Lucifer, An, and Asaru. Embrace them all and send

them your Love and your Forgiveness. Acknowledge and honor that Reptilian

Aspect of your Self, and send yourself Love and Forgiveness. Know that all

was according to Divine Plan, and that the ultimate outcome is assured.

The Descent into Darkness will be, already has been, halted and reversed.

Let go of any judgements and Belief Systems that only serve to hold you

back. Know that it is OK to return to Source. Know that when you return

to Source, the only thing that really dies is your Belief System. Once you

re-connect with All That Is, there is no need for Belief Systems, because

then you will just KNOW. As you dive back into the Sea of Oneness, the

Emotional Energies will be washed away, cleansed, and released. Along with

them go the Belief Systems that arose out of your Fears about those

Emotional Energies from your past experiences. So in Truth there is

nothing to Lose, only everything to gain, by returning to the Source of

Creation, the Source of All That Is, to Pure Consciousness, to

Unconditional Love. So what's to fear?

Getting back to the meditation and our work with Asaru, I relayed all of

this wisdom to him, and asked him if he understood. He said he did. We

again sent him our Love, and then we closed the meditation. I just felt

totally energized, like every cell in my body was tingling with this Love

Energy. I felt a little dizzy from all the energy that was flowing. Once

I regained some composure, I went outside to enjoy the beautiful day, and

to reconnect with the Earth. It was cold but the sky was totally clear and

shone a deep radiant blue. I hugged a few trees and thanked them. Then I

stood by a small stream and just watched the water cascading down over the

rocks. This truly is a beautiful and lovely planet. I just stood there

watching the water flow on by and thought how it had just barely begun its

long journey to the Sea. But we have dammed up all the rivers to try to

stop the water from ever reaching the Sea, just like we have dammed up our

own Emotions and have prevented Our Selves from ever reaching the Sea of

Oneness. What we have failed to realize is that we are just like these

water droplets that reach the Sea and then evaporate and fall back to Earth

as rain, to begin the cycle all over again. The cycle never ends! Just

because we return to that Sea of Oneness doesn't mean that we will never

return to the physical world. Our cycle never ends either. Thank you

Mother Earth, for this beautiful lesson. Thank you for allowing us to grow

and learn. I Love You. I also thank all the people of the Earth for all

that you have done to help make all of this possible. I Love All of You.

Love and Joy, Peace and Harmony,

Roger

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