Connecting with my Reptilian Selves ~ 2
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Hi Everyone,
This is a continuation of my healing and integration work with the
Reptilians. As with the previous message, please do not copy this or post
it to any of the e-mail Lists. Allow people to discover this for
themselves. I thank you. Again, I remind you that this message contains
my Truths as I know them now. I cannot confirm or prove any of what I
write here. I only ask that you read this with an open heart and mind, and
allow these thoughts to stimulate your own thoughts, to assist you in
finding your own Truths. I honor you and your Path, I only ask that you
honor mine.
My work with the Anunnaki appears to be complete, as I have not had any
contact with them since Anu ascended. But my work with Asarutyzon, Asaru
for short (pronounced Ah-Sah-Ru), and the Reptlians began to pick up in
intensity. I continued to work with them to the best of my ability. Their
energy was somewhat different than the Anunnaki. There seemed to be a lot
of Fear associated with them, but I did not feel like they were attacking
me. I never felt like I had been blasted with psychic thought-forms like I
had with the Anunnaki. Any time I would feel the pain, fear, anger, etc. I
would wrap it in Love and send it out to Asaru and the Reptilians. I soon
came to realize that I had been abducted by the Reptilians at the very
early age of 18 months. Then later, I realized that they had gotten to me
shortly after birth. Whenever the presence of the Reptilians triggered my
fears, it seemed to be related to one of these two times in my life, or it
took me back to a past life where I had connections to them, and I know
that there were many.
It is interesting that I have been abducted by each of these 3 races.
The Anunnaki had abducted me at ages of 3 1/2, 6, 11, and 28 years. The
Draco had gotten to me at the age of 8 years. I guess I had to be reminded
of my connections to them, and of the work that I had to do. Some of them
were pretty terrifying, and I still have no actual memory of what they
actually did to me. But any time I would feel the presence of their
energies, it would trigger tremendous fear and terror in me. I know that
there were many etheric implants placed in my body and in my mind that have
caused me considerable pain and anguish. To date, I have had literally
hundreds of etheric implants removed from many different areas of my body.
But I realize now that it was all necessary for me to remember and to
complete what I had come to Earth in this life to do.
Elora and I did a meditation together on March 7th, 1998, using the WU
language taught by Skywa Moon. We opened an 'insertion window' to state our
intent for the meditation. We intended to connect with our Guides and have
them take us into the Void, or wherever,and to just allow ourselves to
receive the Energy that would flow to us. However, almost immediately, I
sensed the presence of a lot of Reptilians all around us, and Elora saw a
Dark Being there. When I tuned into him, I knew it was Asaru. He came to
us wanting to know if we could see any Light in him beneath his Dark
Reptilian skin. I could only see him very vaguely, but I saw him as almost
Ebony Black. Elora saw him as a huge and awesome Being. He certainly had
an awesome and magnificent presence about him.
Elora could hear him very clearly and she channeled him to me. He
wondered if he was a Light Being like Anu and Lucifer. I told him that he
was, and Elora told him that she could see this bright Blue-White Light in
his heart. We both sent him Love and Light. I just placed my hand over
his heart and sent as much Love and Light as I could. I would take the
breath that Bob Love taught me and wrap all his Dark energy in Love and
gently send it back to him. He said he wanted to feel Love and to be able
to Love. He said that all he ever felt from people was their hate, anger
and blame. He said that Anu was respected as a god, and that people seemed
to know that Lucifer was really a Light Being, but he had only ever been
thought of as Evil. He felt guilty and responsible for all of the
destruction that had taken place over the aeons. He felt that he could
never be forgiven for everything that he had done. I told him that
God/Goddess and the Great Spirit forgave all of us, that they had only Love
and Respect for him, for all of us. I told him that God/Goddess had asked
the 3 of them to take on this role for the entire Collective Consciousness,
so how could they not forgive him for what happened. I personally forgave
him for all the harm he and the Reptilians had done to me, in this or any
other lifetime. I forgave them for what happened during the abductions.
Then Lucifer and Anu joined us, and put a white robe around him to let him
see his own inner purity. Elora also mirrored back to Asaru his own light
and amplified it so that he could see it and could see who he really is.
We conversed for quite a while, and we each sent him Love all the while.
I honored him for having had the courage to take on this role of holding
all this Dark Energy. I told him that I too had gone into the Darkness and
had agreed to take on all of this Dark energy. But of course, he knew
that. I told him that I could relate to what he was feeling, and shared
his pain, guilt and blame. But I reminded him that it was something that
we had to do in order to descend into the density of the physical realms,
that every Being had agreed to this when they incarnated into this
existence. I told him to release the guilt and to honor himself for the
magnificent Being he truly is. I gave my word of honor that I would help
him and all the Reptilians.
Before he departed, Asaru removed an implant from my heart as a gesture
of gratitude for my Love and Compassion for him and the Reptilians. I
thanked him and told him that I would continue sending out Love and Light
to them. When he finally left, we each could see the Light growing within
him. Each breath of Love I sent to him seemed to fan the flame burning
within him. Elora could see that he had a huge heart and sensed it being
very passionate and fiery. In his innermost Self, we sensed a Being of
intense purity and Love. We each felt that it would not be long before he
too would shed his Dark skin and Ascend to the Light to join Lucifer and
Anu.
Then on March 10th, I had a session with a friend of Elora's who is a
hynotherapist. I will call her Joan (not her real name). This was my third
session with her. A day or so before the session, I received the message
from my Guides that Joan and I had some past life connections that needed
to be addressed and resolved. So my Guide, Pi, helped us tune into the
appropriate lifetime, and of course, it was one where I was Reptilian and a
High Priest under Asaru. I had placed a curse on Joan that affected her
psychic ability to see clearly. There was a net or a veil placed over her
head. Elora was there with me, and could see that Joan had tried to rebel
against the Priesthood, and was caught and imprisoned in a totally dark
room and tortured. Joan said she felt Fear, and that this was very unusual
for her in these type of regressions. Then I sensed that Asaru was there
with us, and that he was the head of the cult or Priesthood. Joan tuned
into him almost immediately. She had been female and had been in a
relationship with Asaru. She felt that she had loved him deeply, but that
he had really betrayed her. She said that what the Priesthood was doing
was putting some form of mind control over the people of that world. I got
that this was a world in a different Galaxy. We were blocking their
psychic abilities, their abilities to clearly see the Truth of who they
were. In a sense, we were placing the Veils of Illusion over them. Joan
had been horrified that we were doing this and had tried to stop us. She
felt betrayed and was very angry with Asaru and myself. So the two of us
had placed a curse on her to block her ability to see. I saw that there
were many, many layers to this curse. She said 'one for every life she has
ever had.'
Asaru asked Joan for her forgiveness, and told her that he loved her, and
that he forgave her for what she had tried to do. Elora then saw that he
was offering her a deep red rose as a symbol of his love for her. Joan
forgave him and told him how much she loved him. She saw him as a truly
magnificent Being, with so much love to give. She just couldn't understand
at the time why he would do this to people. But now she realized that he
had to do it, that it was all part of the Divine Plan. As she was saying
all of this, I too knew that it was what we all had agreed to. I had
played a major role in it as well. Elora saw that Joan had a black box
around her pineal gland. Then Joan realized that what we were doing in
this Priesthood was placing these boxes around the pineal gland of everyone
on the planet, blocking their psychic abilities to clearly see, and to know
the Truth.
Asaru agreed to remove this curse from Joan, so I called in the
God/Goddess of the DAL Universe and the Great Spirit to give him the power
to remove it. They had given him the power to place it in the first place,
and now gave him the power to remove it. He removed the box from her and
handed it to me to pass up to Archangel Michael, and then on up to the Blue
Crystal and through to God/Goddess and the Divine Oneness. I told Joan to
focus her love on it to release it. Then she and I and Asaru all connected
to each other and then focused our Love and Energies on the box to pass it
through the Blue Crystal. I could feel it when it left. I got the message
that all the layers of this curse would slowly spiral off of her now.
Then I realized that I too had placed many curses on Joan in that life
and the many other lifetimes I had known her. I had to make sure that the
curse kept carrying over from one life to the next. I asked her to forgive
me, and I forgave her, and sent her my Love. Then I asked God/Goddess to
give me the power to remove all of my curses from her. They were like
wraps of dark cloth over her, wound up layer after layer. She said that
all of this made so much sense, since she was very clairvoyant but had to
spend so much of her energy to see around this blockage. I removed them
and sent her my love, and again asked for her forgiveness, which she
granted me.
Then Elora sensed that Joan had placed a curse on me as well, so that I
would feel all the pain and anguish that all those people had experienced
as a result of what we had done to them. The curse was such that I would
always be open to feeling the Dark energies, the fears, the anger, etc. of
everyone. This is exactly what has been happening with me over the last
several years. I have become more and more sensitive to all the pain and
fear that everyone feels. So again, it all made perfect sense. I forgave
her for this and told her that I loved her, and she removed the curse.
Then Elora saw that another part of the curse was that Joan had bound me to
the Earth, so that I couldn't leave. I could not be protected from feeling
the pain, and I couldn't leave. There were shackles on my ankles and
wrists that had cables anchored in the Earth, literally tying me down to
keep me here. This is interesting because in our previous session, Joan
was convinced that I needed to stay here to be a healer and to help people.
She even admitted that she had her own agenda concerning me. So she
released these bonds and set me free, so that I can leave whenever I am
ready. Tears trickled down my cheeks pretty much during the whole session,
but they really flowed at this point.
I felt so much at peace then. Joan, Elora and I told Asaru that we would
continue to work with him and continue sending him Love. During the
session, Joan got that all the people from that planet in that other Galaxy
were here on Earth now. That this was how the Veils had been placed on
everyone, so that we could Descend into Density. That if everyone had
remembered and could have seen themselves as the Light Beings that we were,
that we would not have been able to descend as we did. We could not have
come down to this 3rd dimension to experience this physical world. I
related how we, the 3 Dark Beings, had volunteered to assist all Beings to
descend into the denser, physical realms. This was how we chose to do
that, causing all this fear and confusion. We knew that the emotional
turmoil that would result would spiral us down into the lower dimensions.
But we also knew that there would come a time when this downward spiral
would have to be reversed. That there was a point of 'No Return', that if
we continued downward into the Darkness from there that we would be unable
to return to the Light. That point is here on Earth, Now. The 3 of us had
taken all the blame for the 'Fall' from Conscious Awareness. We took the
brunt of all the people's anger at God and themselves, all of their
resentments and fears. They had all forgotten that we all agreed to this
in the Beginning, that it was all part of the Plan to come down to
experience the beauty of the physical Universe. I also pointed out that it
was the technology of the Reptilian races that allowed us to spread across
the Universe, to travel from one Galaxy to another, and finally here to
this most beautiful planet Earth.
I had been programmed to remember this, with a lot of help from all the
abductions. I had to remember my connections to the various Reptilian
Beings, to remember my role in it. I was then able to re-connect with and
re-mind Lucifer and Anu that they were Beings of Light. They then knew it
was time to return to the Light, and have done so. Now I have re-connected
to Asaru, and am re-minding him of the Magnificent Being of Light that he
truly is. As Elora, Joan and I were sending Asaru our Love, I just knew
that when Asaru finally returns to Source he would pull off the Veils of
Illusion from everyone as he Ascends, and people would finally begin to see
and know who they truly are. These 3 Beings, Asaru, Anu, and Lucifer, led
the way into the Darkness, and now they will be the ones who will lead the
way back to the Light as they themselves ascend.
To Be Continued.....
Love, Joy and Peace to All,
Roger and Elora
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