The Creation Xenu made at his center and not-ised was "Source" (his own). What he became at the perimeter was "No Source" What he tried to obtain ever since was "Total Source".
A Combination of OT12 Creation Handling and PrPr 4,5,6 and B/CB and Admin Why: "I wanted to find out what it was like to be a No Source". "I hated it". "Then I tried to become Total Source". "The 2nd Postulate stuck". "I never went back to find the 1st Postulate". "Astar now has audited this on me and I can now do my amends" - (Xenu) - handled it.
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