I have prefered to put all the Review in sequence all together, although the Solo done by me at the same time were sometimes in the same dates.
When I started this Review cycle as an auditor, I was doing some kind of a Pilot on Solo.
There were two circumstances that made me check whether I had some possible charge about all this:
And of course, there was a third reason, and it was to see by myself, if I could get more data, and specially, where all this could fit with all the other data from high levels. Where specially is all this charge located in the different games and cycles and so on. And I did find a few things that I want to put at the disposition of the others, in case they are, of any help to solve similar things.
I actually started on 18/VII/88.
And the specific Pilot I was doing on Solo was after having gone through all SOL Levels trying to handle certain phenomena and somatics, which were going better on every level, but not totally finished yet.
Javier
On 18th/VI/88, the question: ARE THERE ANY BEINGS IN RELATION TO "SUPPRESING SCIENTOLOGY, AND SPECIALLY THE FREE ZONE?" was F/Ning, VGIs, laughs, jut there was also a Hunting Needle and attention on next thing:
The feeling was about direct Suppression on me, and the Wording:
" YOU CAN'T GO ANY FURTHER!! FORGET IT!!" until the exact Wording: "YOU CAN'T HANDLE ME!!!" (laughs, F/N).
At this point I remembered that specially the day before, I had been perceiving, while auditing the OT an this Review already described, things getting in restim on me from the level we wars auditing on the OT, and also very good cogs, about things that could be on my case at this level, so I was really interested and decided to try the same procedure, with the idea of being in front of the deepest secrets and tricks to control others, at least, "known so far"!!!
It was also very amazing to me the fact of having found all these things with this OT in Review, just when I was also ready for it for Solo, and about the necessary reality to make the cycle go through!
I was feeling all those days really advised and validated and acknowledged directly by EE on what I was doing, so I laughed at all these "coincidences".
An observation I want to make at this point is that this auditing is, must be extraordinarily causative. Otherwise you don't go through!
I was also having at certain moments on the Review a huge restim on myself via the body. Sol I would say, that the same that to audit Excal to others, one should be himself on the Level, here the same should apply. The moment I started to do these sessions on Solo that now I am going to mention, I started to do much better in and out of session, getting back the balance that I had lost with that super-restim coming from the Review cycle.
I also considered what would be the right name for this level, as somehow is a Second Excalibur, but at a Postulate Level, and the name of Excalibur shouldn't show up, as then, some people could get hopeless about ever ending the Bridge.
Finally I got to the name of MERLIN, as he had to do with the production of Excalibur, and the subtitle of: "FULL VITALITY FOR OTs", as that's what provides once fully finished.
With all observed so far, I'd say this will need an audited pert like in Excal, so it gets totally real to the Pre-OMNI OT all these things, and learn the full procedure to handle, and gets to the point, that is fully able (power-wise) to handle it on Solo, whatever left.
With the OT an the Review, it seems... it feels.... "Oh, it's ME!!" And of course, it is not, and in some occasions I've had to really use my full power to the limit, to handle the resistance there, as ocasionsit really took over the OT, or Pre-OMNI, and uses that power against him and you, as the auditor!
I have seen cogs in session in the middle of all environment around fully going transparent and disappearing, getting the cog Pre-OMNI and auditor at the same time!!
I would say this is the actual key level to achieve "Unaffectable Guys", totally out of the Game of freeing-implanting, to handle the situation towards wins and total Freedom for both and all sides!!
So, I traced back that wording of "YOU CAN'T HANDLE ME!!!", and the guy was at my stomach, being that same Postulate: "YOU CAN'T HANDLE ME!!!"
On PrPr 1, he told me he was very happy for having been found to become finally handled. He and others like him had been listening at the Review sessions and cogniting like mad; now could see they could he finally handled!
Working on stopping the body and attempting to kill it.
Having the idea, that Knowingness is very dangerous and deathful. It kills everybody! PrPr 1 went to EP, as well as V/I R/W.
On the PrPr 3, it came out:
That those BST Postulate Thetans with body from the session of yesterday, could have something to do with those really really SP guys. That very small percentage. The actual insane ones!!
Having been doing heavy 3-P against me all around, according to his orders. He has to do his job well, if he doesn't want to be as-ised by his senior, as I can't handle him anyway. But now, everybody is becoming really hopeful!
Hope and future for all finally!
He got an incident, where he got into total confusion, and then, he was said having been created, and given the big favour and honour and getting some life again by the grace of God, and that he should use it for God's wishes, which are to keep everybody adoring him, rendering tribute to his total immense Power!! (Kind of source for religions deep tendencies ... !).
He got all that sequence of the philosophical talk and so on that we saw yesterday on the Review session, and then, his Senior, entered as his Creator! This Senior is at a certain guy in the game with a body at these days.
Cog: The incidents were very much already run, from what he had already listened to on the Review sessions!!
All processes taken to EPs, including B/CB Steps, and by the end of this session, next was already pressing in!! Very good win, though feeling like going on with the auditing. At this point I stopped the session, to continue the Review on the same stuff with the OT.
Much Love
Javier
Next day, 19/VI/88, at the beginning of my Solo first session, this was going on:
Incredible huge pressure, heat, heavyness and tiredness over all the body, as well as full body becoming fully alive after all the discoveries from yesterday about that "kind of Anti-MEST" taking part somehow in the body, and being monitored by the implanters, so one can give all kinds of restim and somatics to the actual body via that.
This is what I had keyed-out somehow on my OT TR 0, where it was like suddenly, getting rid of another whole body. And that body was having with it all the pain and discomfort.
Unfortunately, just a cigarette or some minimum out-Ethics from my side, were enough to get it back.
This is what I was keying-out-and-in for years, as I found that in the sauna, with the niacin and enough exercise, this goes away as well ... But the moment you leave the sauna, gradually gets rebuilt...
So, it was a constant fight, and an up-and-down, in this sense.
By the way, what it is being said about the Anti-CVP and all that with the Anchor points in kind of "Anti-MEST", affecting the tone scale, is also real ....
Then, I was getting as well, that very possibly, this one will be just ONE cycle, where this role of Super God was made by one guy, hut there must have happened with each one of us in that role, so there must be a "kind of Anti-MEST Copy" of all for each one of us!
And of course, that could be all those faces and bodies you can see sometimes on TR 0 to the other person or twin, until you get to a point you see his/her body transparent, and finally .... nothing! Just the wall!
If you continued, it would happen at another gradient as well with the wall. That's for sure!
Anyway this is something that apparently everybody has got, and by the way, the name I've got this morning for the level is "MERLIN" (Full magic, Fun and Vitality for OTs!!)".
Then, I continued with the wording of next "Feeling", and I got:
"EVERYBODY CAN BE HANDLED NOW!!"
Tracing it back, I got a guy like a monster, dramatizing death via my body with heavy noises, being the Postulate: "IMPOSSIBLE TO ENJOY LIFE!!"
He was trying not to be destroyed and killed. The same he has heard about all the others in these last Review sessions going on. He realizes now that it is a total trap, where everybody has allowed, agreed, to become trapped/controlled by any/everybody else! With the hope of learning something, maybe? Of having some fun? Not realizing that YOU BECOME THE EFFECT OF WHAT YOU CREATE!!!
Maybe that's one of the main lessons to be fully realized on this cycle:
"ONE BECOMES THE EFFECT OF THE VERY EFFECTS THAT HE HIMSELF CREATES!!!!''
Everybody is actually wanting to become fully handled.
On PrPr 3 he remembered:
Total pain around him, full suppression ... all this in a place where he "experienced" death... Dying!!!
Then, he was told that because of the evilness of some very alive guys, the situation was like it was: so sad and with so much lack of life!
Because these "few guys" wanted all the life for themselves, and God didn't like that, as all were equal, the same, to God's eyes, as he had created everything.
And that he should co-operate helping God on handling these few "very bad guys", so everybody can have life and enjoy at least a bit of it, because if a few really enjoyed it fully, the others like him, would even die! That he had died because of that, end had been resurrected by God, so he could do this mission, as a "chosen one", to make justice among all!! What a trap, big and nice!!
Cog: This is the cause for these mechanisms of pressing down real uptoneness, as it is so really dangerous!
But, then, he remembered that this "Dying trick" happened because he had had the philosophical chat about Life and Death, and the impossibility of actually dying for a Thetan ... but he Was interested to improve the Quality of Life of a Thetan, ant was offered this way how to do it, as after experiencing "Dying", he could know how to improve that quality of Life for all the others, and even working with a nice post about that with them. Of course, ironically, he got all that!!
"ANYBODY CAN REALLY ENJOY AS MUCH AS HE IS FREE!''
This is the first big lesson. The second one is:
"ONE HAS AS MUCH QUALITY OF LIFE, AS HE ALLOWS THE OTHERS AND WORK ABOUT THE OTHERS ... TO BE FREE!!!"
This is so, because one gets the effects he creates Too simple!
All Processes to EPs anf F/TA. Very good win.
Much Love
Javier
Next session, on 19/VI/88, the "Creator" of the last Postulate Thetan (His Senior) showed up. This was an actual Player with body wall known to me. At the Hello!, he told me:
"Yes! I knew you were coming! This had to happen! You've gone so far... so high ... now, you know enough to unravel all, and that's going to be actually good for all!!"
All are going to win with this, but warning! There are huge charges to be handled in connection to this!
The actual thing is also that when somebody gets fully and completely cut of all this, he can also get in comm directly to the basic others, and bring them to the understanding about their necessity to do the Bridge!
That's why this stuff is so extremely dangerous for the implanters' purposes, as it can, and actually it IS, and it will fully break their plans and scenarios, as they are actually using the Theta of all the Players.
They are using the Players against themselves! The not-ised deeply hidden part of the Player has become the Anti-guy, or Implanter tricks going on against him! it's fully crazy, but that's the way it is actually, as I am saying through all the lines to everybody. "Nobody can and nobody is actually winning with this, but losing! It's a total trap for everybody! For all, in actual fact!"
On the PrPr 1, it came up: He made the "Postulate Thetan" believe that he had created him, or just was making believe that he had been liven some life back from Gad, because of his petition and mercy and origination to God. So then, he'd become his junior on the "crusade" to "make justice" for God, and get everybody "equal" to him, and not only a few with full life, or a lot of life, while the others being starving about it!:
Cog.: This what's being dramatized in all the low-toned area!! Sympathy and so on ... specially, but also in another way, in anger or antagonism, where "high levels of joy/life", would be attacked!!
He says here also that the "Anti-MEST body is actually composed of oil the different layers of Anti-MEST bodies from nil the different cycles, being on each one of them, somebody different the God, as everybody has been God! Sot this layer of the Anti-MEST body created by the guy with whom we are talking to, the one belonging to the Anti-MEST created by him when he was God, is highly influenceable by this same guy today, as can act as a highly powerful monitor or restimulator, knowingly or unknowingly!!!
So, this is the last time, totally improved and sophisticated, when all these games are played, putting in challenge the improvement and knowingness and abilities of all to resolve it!
Via this "special layer", the One from when he/she was God, he/she can send you all his/her case, getting that way rid of it, while you are becoming Fully overloaded, with all kinds of phenomena, which are just the result of his/her full case on you, via the Anti-TEST body!!
Now, the point is to get all this fully handled for the good of all!
On the PrPr 3, he remembered having get a total loss and being said by End that the sane thing "I" had done to him (I was shown to him as the guilty one for what had happened to him), fully destroying him, I had already done to anybody around. So, I was extremely evil and dangerous, so I should be punished and killed, and she should help on that, as she should be thankful for the help received from God to survive after all I had done to him, on fully, or almost fully destroying him as a being!!
It was a miracle from God that he still were alive and he should consider that and fully co-operate on this "saint mission" of stopping me, or otherwise, he could really succumb on my next attack to him!!
Now, he remembers being with me in love and harmony, looking at this "org - place", where they got Thetans into, for "Improvement and Finding Truth", and from where nobody was getting out ... and he agreed with me to enter there and find out what was going on!
I shouldn't enter, as if something would happen and he didn't come back, then, I would know that something actually wrong was going on, and I would handle him, and the whole wrongness about this with Thetans! So, that was how he got into it, with the idea to find out what was actually going on in that place with the Thetans, and handle it.
But they knew it somehow, and that's why they put thid "Full Persecution 3-D Implant" on him about me, so I could never handle him, or find out the Truth about this, plus giving me a very hard time via the Affinity and the Promise-Agreement-Loyalty on Trust of Help to finally handle him!
What a total trap for both and for all!
Of course, he was put first to die and forget and unaware, and all that. Then, he got what has already been told.
This guy was hoping this has been useful, as this same procedure was done on the "current parents or friends..." of some of my friends, who were engaged in the same mission of finding out about this! To F/TA, and a very good win after the B/CB Steps.
Much Love
Javier
Next session, on 20th/VI/88, I started the session:
"...During the night I realized I kept working on this cycle, and yesterday, while auditing the Review on the OT, there was a very funny phenomenon going on:"
Whenever she was cogniting something with VGIs and laughs, a big LFBD was going on; while she was staying at that point, I was seeing her body and the room around, transparent and gradually disappearing!
This was specially happening, when she was talking about this "kind of Anti-MEST" having been done by all of us, while on a sequence of being God. The moment she invalidated anything of this. or got in doubt about any details, this phenomenon disappeared, accompanied by TA going up. and worsening indicators.
Next guy I handled was giving the feeling of "WE KNOW ALL ABOUT THAT!!", with the postulate "To Destroy and Restim and Stop in the Free Zone, to Stop any Full Cooperation in the All-Winning New Game, towards the Purpose of Achieving Full Freedom for All".
Basically having been doing All kinds of 3rd Party among the Free Zone members.
Interconnecting CVPs with lots of "Anti-MEST" and "Anti-Static", to make constant upsets and problems keep going on, in an effort to stop the full handling of all past cycles to achieve Full Freedom for all!
This gives a preception of CRAZINESS FROM ONES TO THE OTHERS.
Something became very clear to me: somebody, specially after 16, is not going to have any out-ruds coming from actually himself!!
So, whatever is going on, it is because there is somebody around, powerful enough, or clever enough, to make it feel it is you, or the body, who is actually having these out-ruds. They are designed to do that!!!
I would even say, that even at low levels, when a PC thinks it is his or her out-rud, it is just that: he/she thinks it is his/hers!
I'd say that YOU as a TOTALITY, as basically yourself, without any limitations, never have had any actual out-ruds as actually yours!
At the same time, I can see the charges for all this, have a reflection on the bodies, like somatics, troubles, general tiredness, or just simply, this "heavy breathing" after going up the stairs .... These things are very easily explained, but now, I am sure they shouldn't be there at all, as this "tiredness" is not coming from the Mest Body. Specially, after having been properly handled, but from all this other stuff without having been handled yet, from all the different cycles, where each one of us was God and it was never as-ised, and it was used as the Time Track multi-record, and in this last cycle, to give the final improvement and challenge, has been totally mixed-up and perverted and enturbulated and mis-used, to keep everybody under control forever, or at least, to give the maximum degree of difficulty to solve it!!
Criss-crossing Anchor points and killing each other's bodies, by using each other's power against the body of the other, to keep having very heavy troubles!
He had got an incident of becoming "dead" and when waken up, in a dark space, the voice of God told him that God was very worried and upset with certain guys who were constantly breaking his plans and harmony about the Universe, and that he had been rescued and resurrected after having been killed by the uncontrolled actions of these guys, and that now, he should be very thankful for having this new chance. and should fully co-operate on helping God on the saint mission of handling these devils so destructive for all.
All processes went to EPs and F/TA.
Much Love
Javier
On next session on 21st/VI/88, I got an Anti-MEST body guy restimulated. The Postulate: "THERE'S NO END FOR THIS!!".
On the PrPr 1 on him, it came up:
He had been allowing higher level stuff charge pop in between this, like a sandwich, so I never get out of this! This has been done in these last years, where during my key-outs, higher level charge was pushed onto me, so when the keyed-out stuff was coming in back, again, it was imprisoning the other already there, and pushing it against the body, making so the whole thing much harder!
He also said that they are working very heavily on getting everybody in despair about achieving the end of this.
These methods to add up more and more Theta are specially effective, when there is a high level of closeness, affinity, like usual frequent co-livingness, co-operation, as then, one reduces his natural alertness and defense about these things, as when one grants his full trust to somebody else!
But one is forgetting (not-ising) that there is this Anti-MEST factor, or "bank factor", and this really collapses the whole thing, as 2-D relations are heavily used for example to add up more and more charge.
Creating heavy scenarios against the person from whom he is getting the Theta, using that very Theta power via the Players around against the guy. And the more the guy try to help the Players around, the more pressure these Players get against this guy, as their enemy! Any Source for Actual Truth and Improvement, has to be stopped!!!
Cog about no OT should have any funny feelings of his own. They must come from somebody else, making him feel is "himself". When one is himself, just IS, FEELS ... wonderful!
This guy was stopping KNOWINGNESS. To EP, as well as the V/I R/W.
On the PrPr 3, it came out: He was was said in those old days of these implants about knowingness, Life, Truth, that there is no end for a Static, and so, he should be able to experience anything. He agreed on the experiment, and was put into a black space with the ceiling with shining stars, and while he was becoming unconscious and dizzy because of a heavy "druggy gas", a voice was repeating: "There's no end for this. God created it and Cod's cower is infinite, so there is no end for this".
Once he woke up with a very relaxed and glee feeling (from the drug, of course), he was treated very nicely, and was told that now he knew the last secret or Truth of the Universe, and it was his duty (saint duty), to promote it everywhere, so everybody could enjoy the infinite greatness of God and this universe created by him!
This went to F/TA and a very good win.
Next session, on 22th/VI/88, I contacted a Controller of Anti-MEST body, at above left body side, with the Postulate: "BETTER TO SURVIVE UNDER SUPPRESSION THAN DYING!!"
On the PrPr 1, it came out:
This kind of charge is much earlier than this last GUM 0 LTA!
Actually, all this last LTA Implants. and TTA, of course. are based on a lower harmonic of those ones.
Instead of Postulates to do the Rags and so on, they have used Pre-Is with Incidents.
Of course, everybody was very much degrades. so nobody could really handle postulates! Even for Implanting purposes!
Just a few guys on the positive side normally, were still able to do Postulates at Pre-1 times and so on.
This is coming from the very beginning of this last guy doing Xenu's role! But from the level of Knowingness, when it was decided TO BE SOMETHING/SOMEBODY.
In other words, there have been Gigantic Total Cycles of a Game. where each one started at that point of making the decision of "There must be a game", and "I AM" and so on. from Pure Total Static level, and on each one of these, the God has been one. and the EE has been another one and so on. But, the main point is that the Maker and Unmaker of the Gamey EE and Xenu (God) could be experienced by everybody. And of course, this is a higher harmonic of all the Series and later cycles and so on, as this is coming from the beginning of the Game.
But... from one last Game... as this is the last cycle, and that's why all is terribly improved. Also the Suppression!!
He was just trying to survive in killing many bodies.
Cog: Actually, the way the army (The Legion) where I had been was operating, was quite a dramatization of this Anti-MEST or Anti-Theta world, with all values inverted, and nobody being supposed to think or decide by himself, but following orders from the Big Source. that senior after senior. at the end was Xenu too!
Surviving! Although there's nothing to survive actually! Nothing to lose actually! The whole thing works because of one's own lack of Integrity. So, one gets afraid and in agreement, affected by all these considerations, as ONE HAS TO BE RIGHT, and after having done some overts. or at least just one, knowingly, specially in the direction of suppression, for whatever reason, one won't want to recognize his wrongness, and will go gradually in agreement with the others.
Specially, because after the overt, one's own power gets reduced, and this goes into the others, so to get him staying inside the bank agreement. and he will have to audit that overt (or in a key-out way. working, producing very hard!) in order to get back to the original point where he could see objectively.
COG: Yesterday I got a cog about all these phenomena, and why it seems not to be seen by many people and so on,
It's a matter of Ethics!!!
Of course! LRH had to put Ethics recently (1950), in order to become cause over all this Implanting now, in GUM 0. But this was also done at that beginning, and of course, the level was much higher than in GUM 0, as everything was at that Postulate level!
Ethics entered even into Thoughts and things like that, of course!
So, actually, one has to get back now to be able again to see in PT this KNOWINGLY SUPPRESSION GAME and its phenomena on the body and on the others. and in the interconnections and cause-effect relations. It's only then when one can see that!
I realized this after observing all the CONSTANT, HABIT-WISE UNCOMPLETED CYCLES from people, even high now an the Bridge. I thought of the relation of this with the CYCLE OF ACTION and its deformation as the cause for Aberration. Of course!
Nobody could see these high phenomena around without enough attention units. And they are constantly leaving their attention units stuck on these constant uncompleted Q&A cycles! Like the constant not-understood or mis-understood comm cycles, being acknowledged as if they had been really understood. And it is very very difficult to get out of that vicious cycle because of all this kind of "guys". are there constantly pushing this to happen!
One has to push one's own neck, as LRH says constantly, to get through it, and once there, it can be perceived. And then, the solution can be found technically.
Actually, LRH knew about this when he said that the problem for the Thetans is that they didn't realize when taking MEST bodies, that these were already occupied by other very degraded beings!
This is what is coming out now, step by step, and even if it seems very incredible, as when Excalibur started, it IS handling the charge, the somatics, and giving incredible wins and F/TAs.
And afterwards, IT WORKS (the data and laws found), in the observation at the street.
About the cycle of action, which I was talking about, this is the comparison I have seen in the game, as when you start leaving more and more uncompleted cycles, you start to alter-is more and more, and your speed of action decreases... and of course, there is not "INSTANT CREATION AND AS-IS-NESS!!"
The way to get a body able to disappear and appear at will, has to do with, as C. Bill was always saying about the Bridge. CLOSING ALL PAST CYCLES OF ACTION AND BE WILLING AND READY AND ACTUALLY DOING IT, TO CLOSE ALL CYCLES IN PM This is the key! And this is why it's necessary to first be there, and then, full confront. in order to get up into these "objective MEST-wise OT Levels"!!
On the other hand there is just only another possibility for somebody not perceiving them or not really being affected much, or just very little: To be so productive and strong all the time, that it is almost nothing the effect of it.
But even in those circumstances, the guy would do even better without it around!
PrPr 1 and V/I R/W went to EP, and then, an PrPr 3, 1 got: I started to get the higher harmonic of these games cycles for each Player, but in the KNOWINGLY GAME PLAYING FIELD, with the harmonic areas to be handled, as the Excalibur (motivator), Phoenix (overt), Super Power , Grail and so on.
All went to EP and F/TA,
On the B/CB Steps, the guy got handled as a Co-Postulate (making so the agreement-contract) from him and the "Big Source". (Handling, as a mule)
Very good win.
On next session. the Feeling was "TOTAL FAILURE ANYWAY!!", from one of these Anti-Thetans connected to my Anti-MEST body, around another player's body. This guy was being the Postulate: "LET'S STAY ALIVE!!". In actual fact, the guy was the co-originator of this Co-Postulate with Xenu. Kind of a contract.
On the PrPr 1, it came up: That this Anti-MEST Network is very well organized and very complex, so nobody can go out of control!! Everybody is connected to the closest people to them via these guys, as they can be programmed and re-programmed as many times as necessary, from the top. For specific fixed cycles, there are also fixed agrupations of them. Like parents-children, and things like that. using as a base for these mechanisms of control, very old positive co-operation Agreement Postulates (or Multi-Postulates among them!). These things should never be discovered and fully handled, as then, you get into CVPs relations, which are the actual hidden secret for the SP-PTSness being run automatically all over the place!
COG ABOUT POSTULATES NOT BEING ACTUALLY NECESSARY:
"A Postulate is actually an effort made to achieve something."
Intention is enough! A Postulate is a via and it is not necessary!
PrPr 1 and V/I R/W went to Epp and on PrPr 3, it came up: "That through a certain process, he was denying himself as Source, as Origin for everything happening to him, so somebody else would be responsible for what would happen to him onwards, and not him. That somebody... God!"
Like the Game of Gods on GUM 0, but not with the dumped created Thetans (MOCOs), but with the Players themselves directly (Earlier Similar)!!
To EP, and on the B/CB Steps, handled also as a Co-postulate. To F/TA.
Before the session on 23th/VI/88, the following happened:
I was wondering about a certain object at the door of the auditing-room, which had been there for two days suddenly without any reason for it. Just in front of the entrance of this room. I got closer and got the feeling of an Anti-MEST, Anti-Theta organized Spy system. I ran them on the usual processes, on being the Postulate of Spying as Anti-MEST guys organized, and they all went free and with very good indicators and wins for all. They were there to spy the progress of this, and to stop it as much as possible, by relying to their seniors, who saw this freeing actually going on!
It had been put there by a Player with body knowingly, in order to get information about the cycle.
Then. the wording for the next feeling was: "THE HIGHER I GO, THE MORE ATTACKS I'LL GET!!".
The tracing back got to a guy at a Player with body. being like the opposite to the guy. Like his Anti-CVP!! The Postulate: "POWER IS EXTREMELY DANGEROUS!!"
On the PrPr 1, it came up: Being working on stopping everybody from expanding, using directly the CVP for that!!
Hiding that the actual solution for achieving and enjoying happyness, has to do with being able to have, confront and handle Power around, and that's why Power-Responsibility, has been so suppressed, as specially Responsibility, as being the key point in the triangle, in order to causatively improve it at will without auditing; but just by increasing gradually responsibilityp one gets more and more in control, and then, one "remembers" the knowledge, which is already there, as it has always been, but in the "shadows"!
Hiding that the actual way out of the Game and this Universe, is not through an exit, but taking full responsibility gradually for all, and then, being it all, and growing bigger and bigger, up to the point that all agreed-Universes with different levels of solidity, become just a spot in yours, as yours has re-become, again, as big as you consider.
And this has to be done by taking gradually a look again at all agreements having been done in sequence, about all Universes, Games, Activities so you fully complete all those cycles and re-get all your attention units, and being fully in PT, without any lies or alterations. Of course, on a gradient, you can achieve this for yourself, your body, the bodies around and everybody around!
It is not necessary the others get out so you can contact them out!!
It is the same as with going out of the MEST Universe! It's not necessary that all get out of it, in order you get out of it!
This guy said then, that he had been working for the Implanters at these Incidents about the CVPs, which were kind of the earlier similar to the Inc. I of GUM 0.
They were bring you to try certain extremely nice and harmonius "Anchor Points" from which. you'd be much more able to do your job of cleaning up and as-ising your Creations and Postulates at that level!
At the moment you entered and got into the exact point, all kinds of funny flashes and sensations were going on, and the individual was getting out of there with an "extra CVP". At least, one! It could be even more than one, or somebody getting this incident more than once!
And of course. these Anti-CVPs were carrying with them, a lot of charge! (Like the Pre-Is at Inc.I).
All this would be: The Controllers for the Anti-MEST bodies, the Anti-MEST bodies, commlines... The Plugs and so on at that time!
So, it is like 2 stages of the game!!
The game with Not-Knowingness, let's say, and the same thing, but with knowingness, although there was already a lie on it!
So, it's all the cycles the same, but with the difference that these are being made all with Postulates!!
Like you have all those Carrousels with all combinations of the Hypergame cycles, with everybody as EE and as Xenu, and then, there would be the same again, at Knowingness. The lower one is Logic level.
So, these Incidents are in the same GUM and same everything, but at that level of Knowingness Games.
Also said that they were making something so evil and hidden that could never be resolved, so they could keep the power forever! Being also knowingly playing breaking the agreements for these Games. while the other normal players are following the Not-knowing agreement.
These guys are having to do with the Loops, and this has actually happened because of all self-inval about Full capacity to take full responsibility For all and to understand all actually. This has happened because we have agreed it to happen whenever we have decreased our level of responsibility.
One of the lessons to be learned is that the moment you start controlling somebody, you start getting controlled as well, as "YOU GET THE EFFECTS YOU CREATE"
So, if you want to be free, you better create freedom and improve it and so on. To EPs on PrPr 1 and V/I R/W.
On PrPr 3, the following came up:
Incident by which he went totally PTS to the Big Anti-Power, by which he could be exterminated if didn't follow his orders.
Realizing he was agreeing actually on his own trap, making it actually himself. Powering it himself. As the trap works with his own Theta, and the overwhelm of the Anti-Power he believed to perceive was just a trick, where his power was just reflected like via mirrors against himself, while voices made him believe that it was the Anti-Power Big Source, and that he should surrender to that if he wanted to stay surviving, and not being fully destroyed. What a total trap and a lie! And since then, he's been believing that and following that agreement: "That if he allowed the Big Source to use his Theta, nothing would happen to him!!" It went to EP.
On the B/CB Steps, the following came up: handled as a Mule with Xenu: Co-Postulate, via which the Theta is taken away!
On the Incidents stop, to handle the Anchor Points:
The whole thing went to F/TA.
After this-last session, I've suddenly realized that of course, these Incidents were the producers of the guys at the Loops!
After the Incident, there were three possibilities:
This was supposed to be, it was called, THE SUPREME TEST FOR A THETAN.
And the guys who were going out from it at Differentiation, were told that as a reward for them, as a prize, they could try/get the benefits of this special "Full Harmony System of Anchor Points", specially made for the Game of Civilizing and As-ising all Creations. (Total Earlier Similar to this GUM 0).
When they tried this, they were getting some of this stuff on them!
I'd say that at the end, oneself's own incident will have to be run (like in OT LR Steps), as there must be some connection with this one and the possible charge or considerations made, or "something added invisibly'' there anyway, just to make sure, that the second attempt would work!!
All this fits wonderfully and the wins are really great!!!
Thanks to all, and specially to EE and Astar for all the Tech!!
Much Love
Javier
On next session, the Feeling was "REDUCED TO NOTHING!!". From one of those Anti-CVPs attached to me, with the Postulate "BETTER IS TO BE DEAD!!"
On the PrPr 1, it came up: He was stopping the Improvement of the Quality of Knowingness, and was being dead as he was ordered to be if he wanted to survive! He had to do that role, or he would be severely punished! He had to promote, push, spread and be, Death, for God! As it was necessary for Life to have Death, so there can be a reward: (Life for Conformists), and a penalty: (Death for Unconformists!).
A total lie about the whole thing: he was made believe he was punished, when it was hit own power and light reflected back onto him. And from that, the whole thing went on in the direction of him agreeing in order not to be more attacked. A total-trick and a lie.
It's only oneself who can stop oneself, as oneself is unlimitedly powerful. But if one decides that he is not so, or that something is bigger/ /stronger than him, this comes into affect immediately, because of his own unlimited power to consider and make that real!!
So. the implanters are basically using one's own basic unlimited power against oneself!
They know that and they don't go free! Oh. they have forgotten that as well! That's the trick! That's the missing data still going on!!
All the basics for suppression are built up an this: "Getting the Thetan to agree that something is bigger than him!''
And, how anything can be bigger than something unlimited?
All processes to EP and F/TA.
A very good win.
On next session, I contacted a guy with a Multi-Postulate from several friends: "WE'LL ESTABLISH TRUTH FOR ALL!!", talking about nobody believing the existence of these incidents at TTA in GUM 0 at this earlier cycle of knowingness. while this is vitally important to be handled to go into full OT abilities. or otherwise. it recoils your own power onto you. via the body or the CM
On the PrPr 1 on him. it came up there was a second Co-Postulate from
Xenu and him over the original one. to stop all this: "WE'LL MAKE THEM LEARN THE LESSON WELL!!"
From that point I went on with the same process, but on this postulate, and the same with all the other processes and it went very well to EPs.
On the B/CB Steps, I first handled the Co-postulate (Mule) from the guy being the Multi-Postulate (the original Multi-Postulate) and Xenu. Then, I handled the Multi-Postulate.
There were also Anti-CVPs and Anti-Anchor Points for the creators implied. All handled to F/TA.
Much Love
Javier
On next session, 24/VI/88, the feeling was: "THE GAME WILL NEVER END!!". Somebody around my body was producing it, with the Postulate: "TRUTH IS DANGEROUS!!".
Punishing direct or indirectly anybody attempting to discover and establish Truth around. Giving an example to the others of what would happen to them in case they tried to! Keeping everybody happy inside mysteries. Hiding the actual strength and value of Truth: "Full Unlimited Solvent for any situation!!"
The best and first way to implant somebody is twisting Truth in such a way, so funny and softly, that you can agree, and... there you go!!
On his incident he was totally smashed down and then was told that those were the effects from Truth, and so, Truth was extremely dangerous and painful! So, he was suppressing everybody in the name of Truth!!
He gave up his own Integrity, and conforming then and surrendering.
All processes to EPs and on the B/CB Steps, handled as a Co-postulate with Xenu, to F/TA.
Next session, on 25th/VI/88, just before it something happened: When I started to have the first drops of my regular coffee in the morning, I felt totally druggy!! Same phenomena I had always had when getting to these awareness levels.
The feeling in this occasion was: "SUPPRESSION OF THE GP", from a guy embracing and affecting all universes!
Postulate: "THE GP HAS NEVER EXISTED!!"
Working very actively against the whole GP, and specially dedicated to the guys considered the most dangerous, keeping its members fighting one another.
Earlier Similar Inc. II at KNOWINGNESS LEVEL: The whole Earth exploded into pieces!! It was much heavier than this one we've had recently!!
That was explained afterwards as a big crashing and stupid showing-off error of power from the GP!!
And that things like that shouldn't happen again!!
The whole full explosion produced enough radioactive charge output as to really affect everybody! Many of these huge redness at the Purif are coming from that!!
All this higher level of charge is supposed (was supposed) never to be discovered, as then, Xenu could keep the control over everybody from this higher level of the whole thing!
Trying to stop everybody below knowingness, because if you are in control and application of your knowingness, it's just impossible to fool you around. as you don't need any data to know about something, and if it is right or wrong!
All processes to EPs and F/TA with a very good win!!
on next session, the feeling was: "RESPONSIBILITY FOR ALL!!", from another huge guy pressing onto body. Postulate: "NOBODY MUST GET FULLY OUT FROM THE GAME!!".
Following Xenu's rules to keep everybody playing forever, and as happy and unaware as possible. The ones really trying to fully get out of the Game, will be really punished hard!!
The guy was actually being the FULL INTENTION of what was supposed to be a Postulate.
Building up such huge solid painful mixed-up body barriers and troubles, that nobody ever dares to get fully through it!
On his Incident he got total pain and overwhelm and was told those were the effects from fully going out of the game!
He was wondering how it would be to go totally out of the Game, and somebody offered him the possibility to find it, to experience it, so held know what it was. He agreed and got terribly charged and massy via electromagnetics... And was told just after the effects of that, that those were the actual effects from going fully out from the Game!
That there were a few idiots, madmen basically. who were promoting this idea broadly, of fully getting out of the game. but that as he had been able to see* it was a total error, and in actual fact. it ended being a high crime against all the others!! As if the others agreed, all of them, all of us, would actually experience all these horrible effects. So, he could help on this. and with some very special auditing, he could really address his FULL INTENTION over everybody to co-operate on everybody staying in the game for their own good!! He agreed and there he went!
The special treatment he received was to get him in gradual agreement about that there must be a game, And a game is basically particles in enturbulation, crashing against one another, and so he himself was identifying himself with this, gradually, while keeping the idea (was being hypnotically repeated to him), of: THIS MUST STAY LIKE THIS!! Make all needed so this all stay like that... Stay like that... Be that... Punish the inconformists, who are crazy terrorists and danger criminals and enemies for the Game!
Fully dramatizing all this via the different players against anybody trying actually, truly to end up the Game!
All processes to EPs.
On the B/CB Steps: It was a Full Co-Intention from Xenu's and his. from TTA GUM 0 at Knowingness level, from Coltus, special treatment. Handled as a Mule.
Very good win and F/TA.
THE FEELING OF "NOTHING THERE TO BE HANDLED" WHILE PERCEIVING CHARGE.
Next session, the feeling was: "NOTHING THERE TO BE HANDLED", from a guy with the intention: "TO KEEP THIS BARRIER IN SECRET AND UNKNOWN AND NEVER HANDLED FOR ANY/EVERYBODY!!"
It was a Multi-Mule with the Postulates from the guy, other players and Xenu, handled as such, and the guy himself with the Who question, to F/TA.
In the processes, it came up that in this barrier there are many general agreements combined on: NO TRUTH SO THERE IS A GAME, AND THERE MUST BE A GAME!! Getting identified with all these postulates from many guys about the game. To F/TA and a very good win.
SEQUENCE OF INCIDENTS AND POSTULATES TO OBTAIN A CRAZY SP GUY On next session, 27th/VI/88, there was an ARCX from an Anti-MEST body Thetan Controller handled, and then, he got handled and freed with the normal processes and B/CB Steps, to F/N.
Before the B/CB Steps, I asked him who was holding him. and I got a name of a player from PT with body.
The postulate from this guy was: "HE'LL NEVER BE DISCOVERED INSIDE OF ME"
This is the first Postulate found and handled on this same guy, on a chain of several incidents - Postulates, going alternated one after the other, in a gradient progression, to turn the guy more and more into out-of-valence and being used against the right target, in total co-operation. This went on and on during several sessions, where these Incidents and Postulates were handled in the reverse sequence that they actually happened, as they are like layers, with the later one being the more in the outside. So. this Postulate of "HE'LL NEVER BE DISCOVERED INSIDE OF ME", was the first one which got handled with the auditing now, but was in actual fact the last one this guy made-received.
The right sequence was:
This was the actual sequence how it was done, where you can see the sequence from making him experience failure and then going in agreement with him no being able to solve things and take responsibility by himself, and then being 3-Partied about me as the cause of his failure and situation, and gradually going really into a deathful fight against me in order to achieve revenge and survive himself, ending up being inside of me as the final step. Now, to talk about the different incidents, I'll go in session sequence, starting with the Postulate: "HE'LL NEVER BE DISCOVERED INSIDE OF ME".
Via this, he was throwing all his charges on me, while he was enjoying my Theta, sucking my Theta, and not-having to confront the game by himself. Producing me horrible somatics because of his charges. Fully working with the Implanters to keep everybody under control, so she and the others like her can continue having their regular supply of Theta/Life and can keep surviving, even if life is so hard for all!!
Being "my guardian", as any other guy from the White Org-Board has got his own "guardian" from the Black Org-Board. And these hats can be delegated, because of the Network and Org-Board connections, for the best suppression for all.
Having total lack of self Theta and ability and Power to do anything by himself. Total lack of self-beingness!!
Getting rid of his evil intentions via my body, as otherwise, they'd fall onto him, and if this would happen, that would totally destroy him!!
Spreading, disseminating and promoting all over Death and Hopelessness and total dependency of man from God, our Lord, without whom, we'd be just nothing!!
Knowing that we are Thetans, and knowing about implanting and control Systems, and being actively implanting, suppressing and controlling, using for it the own power of the Thetans.
Being actually totally down, in the lowest misery, sadness, pain and sorrow. Having completely lost his beingness for God, so having now to rob it from the people around her!
Taking care I don't go too up-toned, as then, he loses me. On the other hand, I must not go too low-toned, or she'd lose as well his Source of Theta. Sot the ideal point for him is to keep me in an in-between point, from which he can get my Theta, while I'm satisfied enough and he is doing very well!!
Trying by all means to make me conform about staying inside the game and that absolutes can't be achieved! Keeping all positive guys unaware of this level of Suppression directly being done by the players themselves, and so needing these Players the protection they can "offer" to them, so this scenario can continue forever, so everybody can survive! Otherwise, they would totally lose and would even die quite fast and so on, as they haven't got anything but Entheta themselves!!
The only way it could be possible to achieve an optimum survival for all, even better than this arrangement, would be to find the solution, the way to change their "Entheta situation", so then, everybody would be much happier, without any need for Suppression any more.
Constant activation of the existing charges, plus the addition of new ones.
PrPr 1 and VA R/W to EPs. On the PrPr 3. the following came up:
Xenu got his total vitality in that auditing, for himself, and he, went in total identification with him (Xenu). Cone at the preparation of the Knowingness Level Games, at the beginning of last cycle with this current Xenu as God. Kind of at the preparation of it and at the very beginning of it, when he got this kind of allies being him, so they could stay knowing and acting as Players, when in fact, were total robotic puppets for him, but with a lot of power because of this way of acting, and because they are keeping enough knowledge Of the game and about implanting tech and about what and how to restim the others, plus they get the back-up from the whole Network, plus they have as a help from the Players, their own agreements about these things, plus their own earlier facts (overts) When on these roles at earlier moments.
He also got that kind of Inc. 1 - "The Supreme Test for a Thetan", where they were supposed not to get anything, but did it for PR reasons for the others, to show that they were doing it too, so the others didn't suspect! But in actual fact, though they were made feel very well after it, the Incident was used to make them more totally identified with Xenu. and more and more anaten about themselves. Getting so, more and more of these insane characteristics of not being able to complete a cycle of action and so on. Made forget everything, so they have a very bad memory therefore.
He was ordered to be inside of me if he wanted to survive, as I was the biggest enemy for his survival and for the others', as I wanted to abolish, exterminate Survival!
He was being punished and charged with the excuse to punish met as I was supposed to be attacking him, when the actual attacks were coming from the same source he was receiving more and more charge, in order to stop my attacks to him!
He lost his knowingness, exchanging it by Xenu's, as he was showing he knew more.
He, as well as others, were shown some false bad effects from theirs, or something actually created by them. and totally being exaggerated as a big crime made by them, until the guy was going in a total cave-in. Then, very friendly. he was offered the helping hand of God in the way of getting God's own knowingness in exchange for his own one, which had proved to be WRONG!
Held be RIGHT in order to survive from then on, and what best for that. than having the very God's own knowingness for that? It seemed to be very wise. useful and logical.... but not TRUE!!
Having been ever since the Knowingness of God for the good of God, and very thankful for having been allowed to continue in the Game, as he could have been thrown away from the Game, a that was the threatening!!
COG: Sot that's what is really feared around! To be expelled out of the Game!! While it is totally impossible, as it is only you by your own agreements, the one who can do that!
So, they were actually put out of the game as themselves, an into an enforced game forever, for fear to loss being in the Game!
Was lied about being full of sins, when it was not true. He became actually full of sins since then, when being enforced to constantly do them in order to survive!!
Realizing that these are the basis for the automatic mechanism of INVAL/ EVAL, MAKING OTHERS WRONG TO BE ONESELF RIGHT, and all these kinds of Games Conditions!!
As one has got in agreement about being guilty oneself, one goes out of valence for the winning one, and starts a "saint crusade", "to salvage the others", so they also adopt God's knowingness, as they are sinners and WRONG, and if they want to SURVIVE, they MUST BE RIGHT WITH GOD, BEING GOD'S KNOWINGNESS, BEING ONE WITH GOD, SO GOD PROTECTS US WITH HIS INFINITE UNDERSTANDING, LOVE, POWER AND KNOWINGNESS, AS WE JUST CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IV!
These would be the basis for all religious crusades and so on.
Terror about Truth. Only God should know it! All the others are too small to be able to have Truth!! They'd just disappear if they knew it!!
All processes went to EPs and F/TA.
Next postulate handled was "I AM NOT".
About this one, the guy was basically not-ising himself, as LRH says about the SPs, that they are not, not having so to take any responsibility.
Fighting Truth, because "Truth is above even Logic". Something can be very "logicall", but based on a lie, and it won't be true, and that will be used to trap and control Thetans! But Truth is the exact consideration, and in the presence of Truth, it is impossible to control any Thetans!l
In the incident, he got Total Pain and Sorrow, and chose the option of "Not-Being", in order not to suffer so much again, and then made this postulate in agreement with Xenu.
All processes went to EPs and F/TA.
Next postulate handled: "I CAN'T HAVE".
Keeping uptoneness suppressed, so people even forget what actual uptoneness really is and mis-identify the crazy lower harmonics of it with it. So, they "feel happy", as they think they are "up-toned", when actually being fully under control!!
Trying to make the others wrong constantly, in order he can stay being right inside of his total crazyness, as if he recognized the Truth, held have to recognize it is him who is completely crazy and wrong, as fully implanted and fooled by Xenu and the implanters and his own wrong considerations, and therefore, BEING WRONG!!
Total terror to have. God is the only one who just "gives" everybody what he estimates the best. He was told that all the bad effects he got in the "Experiment" were because of the influence of some Big Sources like me, being against God Xenu.
Having to be somebody else as per God's orders, as he had been exterminated for his own sins against God, so he couldn't have anything! He had lost any Rights of his own, and he should see and watch that all the others keep God's rules, so God can have a better time, and he is allowed to stay being others in order to carry his mission for God!!
Realizing this is just a total trap for everybody, even for Xenu, as in his effort trying to keep everybody under control, the more this goes on, the less Theta there will be actually, and the less power he will actually have. Jo. this is a total trap of suppression and CONTRACTION for everybody, as if certain levels of general degradation are achieved, it would be almost impossible for anybody to handle the whole mess again. His own power was being used against himself, so he uses it already enturbulated against himself and the others.
He was told that this secret range of tones below zero was actually much more powerful than the ones above zero, as they didn't have all the risks and dangers of being themselves!
They were implanted the certainty to be above all others, as they know to control all others, when in actual fact, they were smashed down to lower levels than anybody else! They are not themselves any more! Lower than being in a low condition more or less, as oneself!
This must be handled for everybody, as this is basic and prior to all other phenomena going on right now among Thetans!!
The basic lie of WHO IS BEING WHO!!
This is like making a Cluster out of a Player, getting buttered all over the players around.
All the processes went to EP and F/TA.
Next one: "I'LL CONTROL YOU FOREVER".
Here, he was put at the position by the incident, where either he controls me, or "I would destroy him"! That was the mock-up shown to him.
All processes to EPs and F/N.
Next one: "YOU'LL REMEMBER ME".
Going in revenge to me as I caused him big overwhelms because of being too powerful, and now, trying to show me that he can also beat me and cause me overwhelm, as he is pretty powerful too. larking in co-operation with the rest of the SP Network against me.
Being glad to finally take responsibility to handle this, and being useful for the others in order to handle these charges,
Trying to survive in the Game!! He didn't want to be left apart out of it, and even worse, totally non-existent, exterminated. But in actual fact, the moment he went in agreement with that postulate, to use it via him against anything endangering Xenu (anything positive around) and specially, against me, at that very moment, he actually put himself out of the game like non-existent, to be just a tool, like a car where Xenu could travel and act from. Something like that! Giving his Theta power to him, so he'd use it at his best against all, so he, himself could survive. But in actual fact, he was not surviving any more since then, and then, it just went worse and worse.
All processes to EPs and F/N.
Next one was: "I AM NOT WORTH!!".-
He was made believe he was a loser/failer, and the solution for that would be her becoming buttered around as a being on other beings with Theta, as me.
He was actually supposed to find all this or tell it to me later on, for handling. But the treatment was too heavy, and became totally overwhelmed and used against me.
He got total self-inval and negation of himself. All to EPs and F/TA.
Next one to handle was: "LIFE IS SO HARD".
Keeping everybody under control because of life being so hard, which is actually just a consideration that will be true if you just believe it. Then, it will be true for you. But life is supposed to be fun!
Evil intention imposed on him by Xenu to destroy all Life!!!
Causing Death and Destruction all around, to show to everybody how hard is life!!
Promoting Non-Confront about Life and Perpetual Protection.
Happyness and Uptoneness are horrible enemies for him. Held get discovered in such an environment. He couldn't survive there!
Trying so to stop anybody trying to wake up the others, as that would be the end for him and the others like him.
On the Incident on PrPr 3. he was supposed to go crazy of pain to be used against me. That's why he was so heavily treated.
All processes to EPs and F/TA.
XENU'S SESSION: THE PROOF THAT ALL ARE BASICALLY GOOD!!
Next one was: "DESTINY?, TOTAL FAILURE!!!".
While running PrPr 1 on it, there was an interference from Xenu, with the Postulate: "I'LL NEVER MAKE IT!!".
Xenu put it above my own one of: "I'LL MAKE IT!!", to give me a constant problem! Trying to stop me to ever get to this and next higher levels. from which one can actually change objectively the others' conditions and considerations, by being Pan-Determined Knowingness Cause an them, so they get closer and closer to knowingness. and they themselves change all these things. in alignment, all together, in the direction of Full Freedom for all.
With his purpose of caving everybody in. he is expressing his sadness for not being allowed to love the others and play with them. Held like to be happy actually with the others. Actually, fully tired with his role. Tired of everybody making him responsible and guilty for all (as God or as Xenu), when in actual fact it was an all of us decision* that he is now Xenu, as all the others have been as well so, and it was also agreed by all, that this time would be the "highest ever for all".
He made that postulate to make sure he got discovered and handled. to stop himself to suppress the others as he didn't really want to do it. He retained knowingness, but not having with whom to play actually at that level, and only supposed to use it to stop and destroy. Now, this is not necessary any more with me, as I am back at his level of knowingness. and he can start having friends again! All this can be handled again finally!
He can go free to start helping the others as Well, in co-operation with me!
At that original Postulate "I'LL MAKE IT", there were a few guys who got trapped in it with Xenu's on it. But this was kind of a security mechanism to make sure all this would get handled finally with the Tech!!
All processes to EPs and F/TA.
Then, I went back with the handling of the postulate: "DESTINY?, TOTAL FAILURE!!!".-
Having been in total terror about having to confront his basic Incidents. He doesn't want to be wrong, and feels he has been wrong, totally wrong, all this time, and that's more than he could confront. Held really die in the attempt.
All processes to EPs and F/TA.
Next one was: "BETTER TO BE DEAD".-
On the handling of this there was an interference with the postulate "I'LL KILL YOU TOO!!" from a guy from the Black Org-Board.
While handling this there was a new interference from a guy in my valence with the Postulate: "NEVER BEING DISCOVERED WHILE GETTING A LOT OF FUN!!".
On the handling of this guy it came up:
He was staying around my body, totally in my valence and producing a lot of compulsions and demands body-wise. Getting fun via my body without any personal risks.
Making as a pull-in for others' charge onto my body.
Actually existing and influencing the game, but pretending to be me and not taking any actual responsibility for his actions.
Total terror to be punished again if he fails by himself once more. So, hiding inside my body, as he was lied about having failed, and being punished by God because of that!! He went in agreement about being much safer to play in this way. He went in agreement about succumbing as an individual Thetan. Was stuck to others in that earlier Inc. I. Originally stuck to another player and went onto me via a third one.
Then, he said he was producing somatics, by pulling-in crashes of my body where those potential somatics are, so it seems they are real, and because of that, nobody suspects anything!
So. apparently, if something aches in your body, "it's because you have hit it against something", when in actual fact, you hit it there, because the pain was already there, and so, these whole mechanics get fully covered up. These guys are the pain and dramatize it via the bodies, so they can go along better, and at the same time, getting pleasure via the bodies. But this makes a constant problem, as they are stopping with their charge the pleasure they try to obtain via the bodies.
They were enforced to become Total Pain and this is the-basics for any somatic or pain, even if the body seems to be the cause. IT ISN'T!!
All these processes went to EPs.
Then, back to the postulate "I'LL KILL YOU", to EPs.
Then, back to the original one being handled: "BETTER TO BE DEAD".
Totally handled to EPs and F/TA and a huge win!!
Then, I started to handle the Postulate: "I'LL DO ANYTHING TO ACHIEVE FUN", as from mother's.
After a while, I got an interference from somebody "BEING MY BODY".
This guy had been thrown by the player I was handling, to control me. This is the higher harmonic of a Plug with a Monitor throwing you Pre-Is! Here, the Holder is Xenu. The Monitor, a Player who got in agreement with this "DEATH FOR THETANS PROJECT", and who got it himself, and who has worked ever since with Xenu on this, and this Player, as a Monitor, sends as "Pre-Is ammunition", these guys, who got this experiment and agreed to not play by themselves any more, but on some other Player. They have all these heavy Death Incidents, full of pain, from that earlier similar GUM 0 at Knowingness level, and the Monitors know all the buttons of these guys, and can control you via them, via your body!!
Xenu, as well, knows all the buttons. in this case. the postulate(s) from the Monitors, on which this can be based and can work.
It's like a plug each one by itself.
Stopping me and getting me tired and giving that Theta to the Monitor. so it gets distributed through the Black Network.
Having been thrown in PT to me (last night).
He's dramatizing Total Stop, from the moment in the machine that everything stopped. A kind of an earlier similar to the spin-drier, electromagnetic sphere and vacuum-cleaner, all in one! And much, much more powerful.
Some of these incidents were actually made just after the beginning of those last Rings at knowingness level, and at the beginning of these knowingness level Games. He was done at the beginning of the last Rings!! (Knowingness level).
All processes to EPs and F/TA. Then, back to the handling of the Postulate: "I'LL DO ANYTHING TO ACHIEVE FUN!!".
The Player agreed on the lie to make it seem it's him who is the cause of all what is happening to me, when in actual fact, it's just a game! The truth is that I am the responsible one for anything happening to me! And with that attitude of full responsibility, everything can be handled properly!!
Then, it came out it was my own postulate! I went on with the handling of it as mine.
The cog was that it is not actually necessary to do anything to get actual fun, as oneself is already fun. Totally simple!! If you have to achieve fun it is because you have lost it, or at least, you have lost it in its full pure state, which is Pure Integrity or Simplicity. This is equal to Total Fun, though it is above Fun, as you can only start defining Fun after having lost that Total State, as then, it is when you can have certain degrees of relative fun.
Total Fun is oneself at pure simple level, without distortions or invalidations, without contracting oneself.
All processes to EPs and F/TA and a very good win!!
Much Love
Javier
Next Postulate I handled was also mine: "I WILL ALWAYS KNOW MORE!!".-
On the handling, I discovered I had been invalidating myself as ALL. There was a possible contradiction and two different meanings for it, in the sense that I'll always keep improving my knowingness, and the other one. assumed that I knew more than the others, and there was a lot of inval charge from all the others in relation to this.
All these processes went to EP and F/TA.
After that. my attention was on other areas having to do with TRUTH
SUPPRESED BY ME, which I got: "THAT ALL THIS EXISTENCE OF THETA IS JUST AN INVENTION!!".
Then I finished the handling the rest of the areas in relation to knowingness, about the Application of Total Knowingness and Total Not knowingness. with cogs in the direction of having gone in agreement with THE CREATION OF THE THETA UNIVERSE AND THETA INDIVIDUALS AND THE CREATION OF ME AS A KNOW-POINT.
Made V/I on those to EPs.
(The Phoenix area had already been handled with the last two postulates of mine that I had already handled, towards all the others).
Then I made the harmonic of the Grail at this level:
The truth I achieve was: That I don't need to achieve any Truth, as all Truth is already in myself.
The Truth I have achieved was: Myself as Infinite knowingness.
The Truth I am was: None, as the moment you are being something, it is not true any more. It is a lie as it persists. Not a truth!!
The Truth I could achieve was: That all these games about Truth, all these knowingness games are not necessary any longer!!
Then I did V/I on TRUTH, FUN and ACHIEVEMENT to EPs.
Then, the Super Knowingness Rundown, handling a Total Not-is of me as Pure Total Knowingness.
Next area should be Pan-Knowingness, leading to Total Simplicity ... !!!
As you have been able to see, the handling of the sequence of Incidents and Postulates handled on the Player SP went to an end at the handling of the postulate "I'LL DO ANYTHING TO ACHIEVE FUN!!", which was the connection to my total causativeness at this level.
I have wanted to include all these last factors I did about this area, in case it is of help.
I wish all kind of wins to everybody on these areas!!
Much Love
Javier
