On a Review cycle done on an OT doing the Games Series Course, he originated feeling of "Instability on 1st Dynamic", and wanting that to be handled.
From an Assessment done on him about it, there was no read on anything, and no special interest, but on the last one, "Anything else?", where the OT didn't know what it was, but whatever it was was totally influencing him and his 1st Dynamic, and that it could be a Postulate!
On next session that "Feeling on Instability" was first WORDED to F/N, smiles, F, item: "NOT BEING ALLWED TO BE THE WALCHSTRACH".
Then, it was traced back to the guy originating that "feeling". F, F, on a guy looking like a black magician.
Hello to him. What postulate is he being? to LFBD item: "IF YOU ARE A WALCHSTRACH AGAIN, I'LL KNOCK YOU PUT AGAIN!".
Then, it was run PrPr 1 on it. In the middle of this PrPr 1, on the Withhold question, it came up there was an OT Player close in TLT to the OT in Review, who was behind the Postulate. That was a very good win for the OT and understood and cognited many things, getting an F/N on this PrPr 1.
Then, we ran V/I R/W on the Postulate to fast EP.
Then, PrPr 3 to a fast EP too.
B/CB Steps on it to EP, and OT originating there was an INTENTION left on her! That was the end of that particular session.
From next session, we started PrPr 1 on the Creator of the Postulate already handled, from where this Intention was coming on the OT, and after a long run, the Creator realized he was just trying to solve another guy's problem. After that, there were a lot of cognitions and the EP for the PrPr 1 was achieved. This another guy is another player close I'll call (E).
When going on with V/I R/W on it, the last guy (E) showed up interfering the session we were doing on the Creator (N).
The PrPr 1 and beginning of the V/I R/W was run on the Creator (N), as "Being the Creator of the Postulate "FF YOU ARE A WALCHS....", which we had already handled.
Then, we checked what was the Postulate coming from (E): "I'LL SHOW YOU THAT YOU CAN'T BE LIKE THAT!!". As well, the OT said it was (E) being the Postulate, so we started PrPr 1 on (E) regarding the Postulate. After a long run, the OT felt again a stopping interference for the process. We worded: "SHE CAN KISS MY ASS!!". That was all on the 14/VI/88.
Next session, on the 15/VI/88, the Feeling was exactly left as "KISS MY ASS", and we traced it back to the originator, to a guy in the body space of the OT, and the Postulate was: "You can't reach it ... FORGET IT!!" We started the standard PrPr 1 on it, and in the middle of it, it came up the name of the Creator of this new Postulate, who was another known Player to the OT around TLT: (E). We could end all the rest of the processes on the Postulate Thetan at body, and then we went to Elke, and handled her as the Creator of that Postulate Thetan we had just handled, with the usual processes, and got all of them to EPs, with very good wins.
Then, we went back to the handling of (E), who went into EPs for all the processes very fast and with very good wins.
Then, we went back to complete the handling of (N), which we finished, and then we stepped into next, which was a kind of a Glass-Ball with copies of the OT and a friend of him, at the monitoring effect of (N).
This "Glass-Ball" resulted to be an automatically running mechanism, jumping in, connecting (N), the OT and friend (A). The moment that (N) is not having the attention from/on (A) and OT, this thing jumps in and presses them down. Kind of a "Fuse", with the copies of (A) and the OT in it, who are actual Clones from (A) and the OT, who were captured and knocked out and imprisoned, and turned around, so they produce the opposite on (A) and OT, when this is activated. They do the opposite of what (A) and OT want them to do, so (A) and OT get separated. For example, if (A) and OT want to have comm, that makes run away from each other. A kind of GPM!!
The "Glass-Ball" is a Clone of (N). So, it's like (A) and OT being inside of (N), and via this, (N) can control what (A) and OT are doing!
(N) sees the Clones doing badly and then he feels good. If the opposite happens, he just activates the mechanism!
All that got handled with the debriefs and blows and so on, and went back to complete the B/CB Steps on (N), from which us had got into the "Glass-Ball". Then, it was found out that there was a kind of a "BET", a "BET MOCO", keeping track of the original "Betting" which had been made about who would win this particular game they had created, inside the already existing game.
The BET-MOCO is a Multi-Creation from (N), (E), (M), (A), (K), (E) and OT.
Debrief: (K) being neutral.
(A) and OT on one side.
(E) and (N) on the other side.
(M) and (E) watching.
The main bet is between (A) and OT, against (E) and /N)!
The track of this game inside the game is what we found in the auditing: "the Creation (there was one handled before the origination about Instability on 1st Dynamic), the Postulates, Clones....."
And there is something more: what the OT and (A) made to the others. The rules were: "Everything is allowed!"
(A) made a Postulate Thetan on (N): "YOU'LL NEVER GET HER!". Give it up at once!!!
Then, all kinds of Postulates and Counter-Postulates among these guys, until getting to an Exterior Influence to that game from somebody from outside that game, who created a Postulate Thetan staying all over the common living place of the main affected terminals in all this.
The postulate coming from this new terminal, was: "YOU ARE SILLY LIKE PIGS AND YOU WON'T FIND OUT!!".
We started the PrPr 1 on this Postulate Thetan over the roof of the house, and got it to EP, as well as the rest of the other processes. The Creator of it seemed to be "ME", so, that "ME" was contacted, and we started PrPr 1 on him, as the Creator of the Postulate we had just handled. In the middle of that and some false possible items and misemotions and confusions, the next interference showed up, with the feeling "IT'S A SILLY LOVE", coming again from Player (N). PrPr 1 was started on it: "IT'S A SILLY LOVE".
While doing this last PrPr 1, a new interference showed up, this time with a guy at the OT's body, being the Postulate: "I'M YOUR UGLY BODY".
Next day, 16/VI/88, we started the handling of this guy at the body with PrPr 1, and while doing it, it came up: That this guy at the OT's body, had got into the valence of the body so the OT couldn't recognize him, being a barrier between the OT and his body, with the purpose of stopping the ending of the Game, the disolving of MEST. Influencing other people to create the general consideration that the OT is a problem for everybody around.
Then, it's when started talking about how bodies could be very well used as a trap. Bodies could be very well influenced, as people don't know enough about them, and people use them as a tool, and if bodies were really very useful, MEST would disolve, and it would be a nice game, and it couldn't be used for Suppression.
Also, started at this point to show up data about the existence of two Org-Boards: a White One and a Black one. This is not known, or very few know about it, and the forces are equal, but totally counter-intentioned, and using different tools to weak each other, or handle each other!
Without the Suppression, the forces would be equal, but so, there's not a problem! The Org-Boards are divided by Dynamics, with different hats on them for the guys, on one or another. This particular guy was working on the Dynamic-2 Division on the Black Org-Board, giving ideas about 2-D to suppress it via this postulate, in criss-cross connections with D-1, 3, 7 & 8, but all via 2-D.
The guy being totally PTS to his senior.
Xenu is just kind of an Executive for Div. 7, but there are others like him, and that is a big withhold and not very known! Xenu in not his senior. It's somebody else, who is the Exec on the 2-D, giving implants at this level on the 2-D. It's a kind of Dynamics before the MEST-U existed, and this is in the Org-Board.
The OT is supposed to be fighting as well on the 2-D, but on the other side: the White Org-Board, via his postulated ideal Scene on MD, and he is kind of fighting the senior, as the Exec of the Black Org-Board, because he is the Exec of the 2-D White Org-Board, and his ideal Scene on 2-D must be suppressed by the other guy, as that's from which the OT can get his power to do many other things!
The PrPr 1 went to EP.
V/I R/W on this to EP.
On PrPr 3, the following came up:
Handling the guy with normal procedure with PrPr 1, V/I R/W to EP.
On PrPr 3 following came up: He did as a Thetan is doing. He met a guy with whom he had a philosophical talk about awareness and so on. This guy asked the thetan how he knows whether he really was aware if he has nothing to compare it to? The thetan though that this question is really interesting. The other one offered him something with what he could be really sure he is aware. They went somewhere else and he met another guy that would make the procedure that the thetan comes to have comparison. During the procedure the thetan agreed to be total unconscious and to be nothing (he postulated that), because the other one promised that he would get him back to the awareness which he had before, so he could have comparison. So he was total unconscious and the other guy stepped in and told him "he was his creator" because BEFORE he was just nothing and he would have given him life and he believed that, as he couldn't remember, but only could remember what the guy told him. Since then he believed he was created and was thankful that he was allowed to do this job (being the postulate) because otherwise he would be nothing!
He then cognited that he is a thetan and PrPr 3 came to EP with VVGIs, F/N, FNTA.
Incident of a Thetan being Postulate "I'm your ugly body" coming up on PrPr 3, after handling PrPr 1, V/I R/W to EP - Review-Session on GSC - 16.06.88.
So, the sequence:
This went to EP, and to F/TA on the B/CB Steps.
This guy had created a few, many MOCOs inside the OT's body, with certain specific functions, needing debrief and admin why and so on.
Then, the attention of the OT was on the Creator of the Postulate "I'M YOUR UGLY BODY". Once located. Hello! and PrPr 1 on him as the Senior of the guy "I'M YOUR UGLY BODY".
During this PrPr 1, he admitted having been working on this trick implant of making guys believe they were created Thetans, to use them afterwards as slaves for his Org-Board.
Saying as well, that he can only affect the OT via a via. He can't reach the OT directly but gives him Inval via vias.
These Org-Boards fight, is a fight of HARMONY versus ESTRUCTURE.
Also talking about the existance of Anti-Static as a real opponent to Static.
Anti-Static is willing and knowingly pressing down Static into a lower state of Static, and keeping it down, and not letting it come out again to Static. From this, all the Implanting comes and all the definitions about receiving unwillingly a thought.
But it became a real problem, as these attempts to press down Static, involved Anti-Static very much, and they got very mixed-up, and it is not easy to solve. That's the reason why the (+) and the (-) exists!
If only the Black Team would exist, there would be no game, as it would totally collapse ... unsolvable. And Static has to be strong enough to hold it in balance. Static can't be pushed down totally, or Anti-Static would disappear totally!
It's a kind of a controlled Suppression of Static, as Static is needed, so Anti-Static can exist.
This guy was also the actual creator of the Postulat Thetan over the roof of the house, and he handled him, giving him the information that he is a free Thetan, and forgetting that he is a Created Thetan, and that there is no overt and no problem, and that all was agreed upon and that they, the family, went in agreement to have this Postulate Thetan, so it was all fine. (This is exactly what the Postulate Thetan answered when we were auditing him!)
Very tricky and covert, because this senior has the ability "To make a Thetan be whatever he wants him to be".
Later on he recognized being PTS, under his senior, and withholding Truth, as if he had looked at Truth, held have been wrong!!
He didn't have the Rights of a Thetan, so he took away the Rights of the other Thetans too!
Then he said he had put another Postulate Thetan on (A's) body: "YOU WANT TO, BUT YOU CAN'T HAVE AFFINITY WITH OTHER THETANS", "AFFINITY HURTS!! PAY ATTENTION! AFFINITY HURTS ..."
He'd have had to take responsability, if he wanted to be loved. But that would be too much responsability, and he chose to be only interested in himself and not in the others!
Then, an interference came up on that PrPr 1, with the feeling: "IT'S VITAL TO KNOW WHAT I DON'T KNOW". Then, there was a session break to have a rest.
After the break, there was an ARC X to be handled with Nashto, and after that, the OT's attention was on the feeling "I DON'T HAVE TO PROVE WHO I AM". Tracing it back, we got to Player (A), and the Postulate was: "I AM WHO I AM". So, we ran PrPr 1 on (A) about this Postulate, to EP. Then, V/I R/W and PrPr 3, and B/CB Steps to very good wins.
Then, we went back to: "IT'S VITAL TO KNOW WHAT I DON'T KNOW", which came up being the Postulate as well that a guy was being to be the "relay-point'' between his senior and the guy, the last one we were handling, until this interference.
So, PrPr 1 being started on this "relay" as being this Postulate.
During this last PrPr 1, it came up that this guy was withholding that there is nothing to know, and if the senior knew that there is nothing that he doesn't know, he could decide to go, as he is held by this mystery.
This PrPr 1 went to EP, as well as V/I R/W, as well as PrPr 3 and B/CB Steps, after remembering he had got a similar incident, but he only agreed on losing a 90% of his awareness. so with the 10% rest, he could know what was going on!
Then, we went back to the former Senior we were handling (back to PrPr 1). We found him totally astonished and not knowing what had happened, as he suddenly had the idea that he knew something and a feeling of lacking something! He's totally blown-out!! To EP.
Then, V/I R/W to fast EP.
Then, we went into PrPr 3:
During this he remembered there was a talk to him which put him in confusion. The talk was about "what he is!". And he started to think of "what he is", and the other made him several proposals he could be: A thought, "the idea of somebody else not existing, maybe...". The imagination, "not existing at all..". There were more proposals and he thought that whatever he perceived was just imagination, so there were no stable points, so, maybe, "all would be confusion ..".
And he'd be confusion too!
And to prove that he's not confusion, he should create an effect, obviously, to prove he is not confusion!
That was the condition he ran into! It confused him totally!
He had the total compulsion of "I MUST DO SOMETHING", in order to try to handle that!
In the talk he was also asked, whether he knows that he doesn't know all, and whether he knows that THAT would be the reason for him to be confused! That they could solve his problem and they'd give him a job to do, and if he did it well, they'd give him the knowingness. He'd get the data, the knowledge of what he doesn't know, so he could get out of the confusion!
Later in the process, he remembered he himself made the postulate: "THERE'S SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW AND THAT I CAN'T REACH", and that brought him into the condition of limiting himself and his own knowingness, like having split apart a part of him.
He agreed that he doesn't know. He just said: "I don't know", and then, he didn't know! He reduced himself! He agreed to be something else than what he is! Then, he forgot, as then, he didn't know!
During this, it came up:
That this guy had been invalidating love, trying to solve his own problems regarding love, as he can't handle love: his own and the others'. He didn't know how to handle and give Theta. He denied the existence of Theta.
If he didn't have anything to do with Theta, held not have to confront Theta and wouldn't have a problem with Theta. But this is in itself a problem: Theta - versus - No-Theta!!
He thought that if he withdrew from Theta in lower states, he'd not have a problem, but it gets more solid and goes into a stuck flow and can't withdraw from it!
He was withholding his own sanity, as if he were sane, he'd have to handle much different!
He couldn't get love, so, he limited the others' love.
He withheld the Rights of a Thetan for the others and for himself. He didn't allow himself to get out of the Game, even if he could.
That he was setting himself right and making the others wrong, while he felt he was totally wrong and felt also that the others are setting themselves right and making him wrong!
Working apparently on the White Org-Board, while actually co-operating with the Black Org-Board against the White one. He failed in the White Org-Board (2nd Dynamic Division), and he went to the Black Org-Board to work with them against the White Org-Board. And he was there, and went back into the White one, into the 2-D Division to get revenge, because that's where he was so much hurt. He has an evil intention regarding 2-D.
He was trying to solve the problem of him not feeling good without 2-D, but not feeling good with 2-D either, getting so a stuck flow, and trying to get out of it, fighting against it. He couldn't love, but will enforce love and will have love without loving.
He set that his 2-D terminals had problems with sex, so they felt wrong and silly, so they had case troubles, not him! So, he made them wrong via/with sex.
He also misused bodies regarding sex, when Thetans were more exterior and had more than one body. He misused them for sex too, just breaking the Rights of the Thetan on the guys who form the bodies and enforcing sex, as a kind of violation.
What he did, invalidated sex, as sex is a Theta comm in a MEST level, as he couldn't have this Theta comm.
He couldn't show, act with Theta.
He tried to control the game, mixing roles, lying about roles...
He was getting power (Theta) from sex, like sucking away the Theta from the other, via the body, and then, making the other wrong for not wanting to have sex with him, because the other one would refuse to give him the Theta Power. He was like a Theta vampir, via sex!!
He wanted Theta, but didn't want to give Theta.
He had to have Theta, because he didn't have enough Theta, and was depending on sex to get that Theta, He was stealing Theta, and via sex, it worked the best! Via sex. the other one got exhausted, while he got very well, so he had to make the others wrong and keep doing sex with him.
He mis-used Theta, and created a negative effect, as if Theta could be all, it could also be Anti-Theta! He was being a kind of a Black-Hole (Anti-Theta), which was hoovering Theta in. A kind of Theta-trap. It's like if he had postulated himself as Anti-Theta. having something to do with Anti-Static, antagonism to Theta, Opponent to Theta, Playing against Theta.
Then, the guy went into the incident. It is explained on the next two pages, reaching the EP of PrPr 1.
Thetan was handled as creator of a postulat - on PrPr 1 following story came up:
He was trying to prove that he is Theta and being immortal and was asking himself what is the Source of Thetans and that was his game: "to find out about that!" He met somebody with whom he talked to about that and the guy told him that there would be a way to find out whether he is a Thetan, and from where he comes from, and this guy told him there would be brandnew knowledge about these things and he could experience himself what he is and about all these questions, and he's come with him. First he should forget everything so he really had a free head so he could experience everything new, and somebody would get him out of the total forgettingness, and at that moment he could remember, because all the considerations would have been gone. The promise was that at this moment, "he would recognize the solutions of all these questions" and after he knew the answers, the other guy would tell him that he agreed to forget and that he can now remember. So he agreed on this and forgot everything but even being dead he was still there. He forgot everything and somebody woke him up and told him: "You found God!" So he got the answer! And then God told him that he should help all other Thetans to find God and he could get them to find God in bringing them to forget or in destroying them, as he was destroyed too, God brought him to life again, into a better life! And so he went with the purpose to help Thetans to find God, and he attracted Theta to bring it to God, and he couldn't have it (Theta) because he was not allowed to have it! So he always tried to find God again because he forgot what happened and in trying to find God he was destroying.
Thetan was handled as creator of a postulate at on PrPr 1 following story came up:
- He doesn't believe he's really a thetan or just an imagination or dream of somebody or he's probably created. He was dead!! So, he could be dead again, but if thetans are immortal they can't die, he wanted to proof that but he couldn't die since then as a thetan, since he came to lite after being dead!
- He got an agreement with the bad side, he let it happen that Theta got perverted, he withdrew from his knowingness. He's constantly breaking the code of, honour regarding himself. He made an agreement to not know. Probably somebody told him that love is silly and that Theta can't be handled and it should be destroyed because at the beginning there was nothing and there should be nothing again. AGAIN! Even when he was dead he was not really dead, because he can remember when he was dead, so he couldn't be dead.
- Trying to prove he is Theta and being immortal and asking himself "what is the Source of Thetans", and that was his game: "to find out about that!" He met somebody with whom he talked to and he told him there was a way to find out whether he is a Thetan and from where he comes from and this guy told him there would be brandnew knowledge about these things and he could experience himself what he is and about all these questions and held have to come with him then, there's something. First he should forget everything so he really had a free head so he could experience everything totally new, and somebody would get him out of the TOTAL FORGETTINGNESS and at that moment he could remember, because all the considerations would have been gone. The promise was that at this moment, held recognize the solutions to all these questions and after he knew the answer, the other guy would tall him that he agreed to forget and that now he can remember. So he agreed on this and forgot everything, but even being dead he was still there. He forgot everything and somebody woke him up and told him: "You found God!" So he got the answer! And then he (God) told him that he should help all other Thetans to find God and he could get them to find God in bringing them to forget or in destroying them, as he was destroyed too and God brought him to life again, into a better life! And so he went with the purpose to help Thetans to find God and he attracted Theta to bring it to God, and he couldn't have it because he was not allowed to have it! So he always tried to find God again because he forgot what happened and in trying to find God he was destroying.
There was a break after the EP on last PrPr 1.
After the break, the OT originated a "Feeling" of no interest about going on with the handling, even if the OT realized this was a trick.
Wording of the feeling: "WON'T YOU EXPERIENCE LIFE A BIT? AUDITING IS NOT REALLY OF INTEREST!"
Tracing it back, we got to the guy monitoring the Player (N). with the Postulate: "IF YOU GO ANY FURTHER, IT TILL COST YOUR HEAD".
PrPr 1 was started on this. The guy was saying to be God and made the postulate, not being the postulate, and is confused about what was going on in the session, as he never thought of that could ever happen. Afraid to be hurt? and saying he is God, as then, held not be touchable. Nobody will go after him, as God can't be measured, and what he did was, as God.
He had a game with a Thetan, and they played:
"Let's try how considerations create an affect", and he proposed something: "Let's see what happens if one considers he is not there". And the other one started to have this consideration, and was not there any more! Then, the other one disappeared, and he felt very confused and wrong about that, and he started to do things to cover that up. Finally, he got into a position, where he had many overts against Thetans so they forget, and this is now over his head. He tried to make Thetans forget.
Working for the Implanters, giving out suicide and "give-up" thoughts. He's kind of a senior for Black Statics, giving them orders of what to do, as he is God! A God of Gods, or something like that.
He's influencing Black Statics, so they influence people about going up the Bridge. It's something like Pre-I Experiments about Black Statics. It was a kind of preparation for the Games, from the other side, to influence people with this agreement, that Thetans have to agree before something can happen to them.
They were experiencing with basic Truth. About how to turn around basic Truth! How to turn around Thetans, using basic Truth! They used these experiments for later use, and via these experiments, they also got people working for them, so they could monitor them, and later on, they'd be people helping on making Slack Statics.
This is a whole criss-cross connection among these earlier "BST's", and the LTA BSTs and TTA BSTs. It's like a whole Network, and the earlier BSTs, the LTA BSTs and the TTA BSTs, are aligned on the Black Org Board, so, as we, as people going up the Bridge, are aligned on the White Org Board. These guys in the Black Org Board, have certain hats and missions, and now, it looks like the LTA BSTs are kind of the senior of the TTA BSTs. And the Earlier BSTs, are senior to LTA BSTs. And the Creators of the Earlier BSTs, are the Top Seniors! These are kind of Execs in the divisions of the Black Org Board. The one already handled was an Exec on 2-D Division, and this one seems to be one of the 7-D Division. He turned around Theta, and even Static! He helped to pervert it!
He promised Freedom to beings to trap them later. He worked out with others how Beings could be trapped, based on the wish to find Truth!!
Free beings can't be controlled, so they figured out how to interconnect the Thetans, as kind of bank agreement, so people could be connected.
If there were no connection between Thetans, it would be very free, and they couldn't be controlled, so, they even did/do things like MISOWNERSHIP OF POSTULATES, so it can't be resolved, and it works as a 3rd Party!
Example: He makes a Postulate, and gives it to the OT with a negative sense, and seeming to be from Player (N), and it can't be resolved, because there is Misownership, and at the same time, it works as a 3rd Party, because if the OT contacted the Postulate and traced it back, held find out it is from Player (N)!
So, via these trick with Postulates, they achive Monitoring, 3rd Party an Interconnection of the People, besides the effect of the Postulates themselves!
"To Make a Postulate" is one of the highest abilities of a Thetan, so it is very difficult for a Thetan to find a Postulate and admit that it is not his own!!
Also, Thetans know they do postulates, or made, that are not so good, and if they try to find these postulates, preventing an ability or so, without this Tech, it could not be handled, because they think it is their own postulate, and for the reason it is not, they can't as-is it!!
And that's a nice invalidating factor, because then, Thetans think: "Well, I can't as-is my own Postulates!!"
There are not only "normal" Postulate-Thetans. There are also "LTA BSTs as Postulate Thetans", and this guy controlled them, being able to send them wherever he wanted them to.
LTA BSTs are the best to he used for this purpose, as they are the heaviest, the messiest. Via them, they can influence the bodies.
Plans going on to assemble all the BSTs he has and prepare them with Postulates and so on, and make a big attack to all the dangerous people for the Black Org Board, as those people are too high on the Bridge and can handle this, and he wants to handle fully this, with one big sweep!! He gave also this Postulate to other people, so they stop their auditing, and he has more time to prepare his attack, which has already started on the people who are very high on the Bridge.
He himself has no power. He's getting his power from the other Thetans, and he is starving.
He is strong with the BSTs. Without the BSTs, he's nothing. He controls people, via their not-know postulate! He uses it to destroy and influence and control, which is totally out, as it was not thought to be like that.
He uses the BSTs to influence things about not knowing, and he tries to get the Thetans at the basics, at the last point before Static, Axiom #2, and he starts to influence at that point!
This already is aberrated, and tries to continuously restimulate that! At the very basics, so nobody can grasp it, and it is very difficult to get to that, without dying!!!
He can only control in Games Conditions.
He made Thetans agree to misuse the abilities of Postulate, Perceive and Considerate, and getting them to make postulates, which will trap them later on, and so, he'll influence them later, and so, he knows the postulates of the Thetans, so he can restim these unknown or wrong postulates, the same as the Implanter knows the picture of an Implant!
This can only be restimulated by big enough things, like these "Postulate BSTs". So, these "Postulate BSTs" are the Restimulators for these basic Postulates (false or misused), made by the Thetan himself!!
This can be resolved if the necessary steps are known.
He misused and perverted Native Abilities of the Thetan!
He is not the only one. There are more like him.
Defined Static in a wrong way, so, giving a false datum, on which many things are based. So, if Thetans work with that definition of Static.... They can be controlled!!!
The definition has something to do with big and small Thetans.
That Static = Static.
There's a mixing up, built-in misunderstood there. Static is individual or equals to each other Static, and therefore, is the question:
"Is there only one Static who split apart and made many individuals, or there is a certain amount of individual Statics?" And then, "why is that certain amount of them, and when did it start and why?" "Did it start at all?"
There's something all about that, which is a trap. This all. The trap is that people try to figure out how it is.... as there is something where Static can be lost in trying to find that out, and there is something built-in, in these questions, like the FREE WHEEL MECHANISM of Inc. II.
It's an insanity Mechanism: if a Thetan tries to figure out about that, starts going down the tone scale, and then, the consideration comes up: "It doesn't matter! I can't find out!"
"Nothing is important. Life is not important. I don't know anything. I won't know. I could as well kill me, as nobody won't know it! There's no beginning and no end."
"What is the cause of the cause of the cause ... ?"
"Where did Static come from.?"
And it seems to be endless, and in this endlessness, a Static can be lost and derived insane.
It's like hitting the limits of the imagination or the understanding, and then, feeling not big enough to understand it, and then, falling down into the attitude: "Nothing is important!!"
But there must have been a confusion before that... Yes! He made a Postulate. He gave himself the STABLE DATUM: "It's not good to achieve Pure Static State!"
He gave this consideration of being worried about having been created, to Statics.
Afraid of being as-ised by his creator if he doesn't follow his orders.
He was told he couldn't go free, and that he'd die if he didn't do what he was told.
He produced insane Statics to suppress others, and it was planned to be a chain reaction: BSTs producing BSTs producing BSTs, producing BSTs ....
BSTs who could have bodies, to produce other BSTs that could have also bodies, that could also be controlled, via the body.
To make a BST with body, and then, this BST could become an auditor then, with body, and audit somebody else into the BST state!
There are already a few with body.
They are experimenting with this auditing, to make BSTs without having to kill the body!
This has something to do with AVATAR!!
It's not only that what is known! They also have Confidential AVATAR levels, where people will be made into BSTs with bodies. The best ones to be made BSTs with bodies in AVATAR, are the ones high on the Bridge, if they are on the LTA track (dramatizing LTA). They could be very well used! That's planned!
They try to get these BSTs guys into the government and put this planet into the hands of BSTs with bodies!! And there are scenarios going on, with plans about it!! It's the answer to the Free Zone - RON's Org!!
Trying to influence people in the Free Zone, to create very bad effects on them, as preparation of this scenario!
PLAN: People feeling badly on the Bridge, and changing into AVATAR, and that they do that, and this information is in the BSTs, to be sent to the people, so they do that!!
That this scenario is much bigger than it seems to be and it's planned for a long time.... "from before the Rings". It's the Freeing Game versus Implanter Game. Planned to take it all over to enslave all people forever and that it never resolves. Improving the Quality of Implanting and not of Static and they have some very good techniques. It's even bigger: "it's planned from the beginning and it's totally right that this Black Org Board exists". And it gets bigger and bigger as all conformists monitored, have a post on the Black Org Board. And the basis of this is the false definition of Static and the false/wrong postulates. So Statics agree on making influencable postulates, fitting with the wrong definition of Static and it was a game, but very quickly it became totally complicate and today it's very hard to untangle it and for a very long time, it was not even known that this Black Org Board exists, and it's growing and growing. Anything on the Black Org Board can be influenced because of total interconnection. They control each other and they can't go very far and they restim each other via their control mechanisms. Only the Top Senior is not controlled.
Bodies can be used as traps, imprisoning Thetans in bodies ... Bodies can be very easily controlled via the GE, the Protoplasma-line, LambdaThetans, MEST-Thetans.... Thetans don't need a body to handle MEST!! But if they think they need it, they can be very well trapped. Due the continously loss when the body dies; very well influenced via 2D; they can be killed. He can cut the Tractor- and Pressure-Beams of the body and he does it. He can influence these Beams via BSTs and Ridges. Ridges have to do with Beams. He can do something with Exteriorization. These Meat-Bodies are invented to control Thetans and so they can do things like affecting people if they think they are the body and trap them totally. With doll-bodies this doesn't work.
He did the same postulate earlier/similar and there's something like a mutual postulate misowned. One we already found out, and the other one is on Player N. These 3 postulates in PT are interlocked and misowned. He invalidates OT, so she thinks she doesn't have enough power to handle him. Somatics, invalidations of abilities, not powerful, she shouldn't think she can get things handled...... OT: If he withdraws from me, I have to go to him, so I shouldn't go any further as then I could handle him. I must know him, if I am the only one who can handle him..! He's withholding where he is! So I can't handle him.... Withholding his location: MY BODY!! So I cannot find him!
F/N FTA - EOS - (2) 2,7
V/I R/W:
In trying to handle the guy on V/I R/W influence showed up with feeling of 'fight has just began', 'don't rest', 'don't think you can rest', 'what we handled is nothing in relation with what will come to be handle' Wording: "HEY M. (name of OT), BACK AGAIN TO HAVE A LITTLE FIGHT?" (1.1) (EOS - 3,6 (2) F/N)
(Start - 18.06.88 - 2,7 (2) F/N)
Handling creator of above postulate as Senior of the guy in OT's body.
PrPr 1:
He's one of the Execs of the Black Org Board - Executive of Public Div. There are more Division on this Org Board than we have. At least there are 13. There is Knowingness as a Dynamic and it's kept secret and it's not Data. It's something else. It's on the Org Board but it's not very known. It's a kind of historical keeping track and the basic knowingness to have it there, as it could go lost or non-available anymore, as games could go too down. And he's the Exec of Tech, Qual, Public, 4, 5, 6. He's somebody who is in the Church now! (OT gets the name David Miscavige). He's influencing Div 4, 5, 6, but not only on the Black Org Board, but also in the Church now, in PT, and totally controlling it. He's also Master at Arms. The Tech has to be controlled to not free beings, and he cares for that. He's responsible for certain assassinations which happened to Scientologists in the last years.
He's observing and experimenting with BSTs with bodies. That's his real purpose. There are already a few of them. Something with a ship, something with Aids ... there's a connection between BSTs and Aids. He betrayed LRH, he's in the Church since a long time and he got all the data to turn them around against Thetans. He got all the techniques to handle things and he made researches and used it to turn it around. If he knew all the Techniques to handle all the implants, he could improve really the implanting with these data, so they can do very good implants. They are experimenting with Tech. Really using the Tech to implant people since years in the Church - successfully. They put people into dependency, so if they go there they feel good, and so they have to come back and giving all their money and with this money they can do the experiments and procedures to make these BSTs with bodies. It's like in the governement: "People pay taxes, so the government can pay all the things they need to control the people". There's something with the ship, where they are doing experiments and already are producing BSTs. They also make genetic experiments with bodies to have bodies that a BST can take over. There's also something with Aids. They're preparing the "Life after Death R/D", so people get Aids and if they can't get cured, they promise them a life, after they died from Aids, and they get the "Life after Death R/D". But that's known Data. That became very popular in the Church LTA.
But there's something else. The people having Aids, even if they are not in the Church, have something in the Aids virus so they can be influenced to come to the Church and get this "Life after Death R/D" and then becoming BSTs. So it's planned to have many many missions to deliver this R/D all over the world as many many people will have Aids, People will not necessarily die from Aids, but they can be killed by a command because of this virus thing. The antidote for Aids is known - secretly there is a medicine to cure Aids. That's one thing more, where people can be influenced and monitored via the body. He tries to run that on other planets too. Not to take over all Thetans. To take over the whole Game! It has to do with the Black Org Board, he's withholding more about how he controls Thetans. If all were known, it would be very easy to solve it.
OT: I got something like: This guy we had yesterday is located very close to me and these Org Board guys are kind of.... were one guy is on the White Org Board, the same "hat guy" in the Black Org Board will be quite close to him, around, in comm. It's like Thetans wanted to play a game and made the White Org Board. And secretly, these Anti-Static Thetans built up theirs, totally secret, with the opposite purpose of the White one, trying to monitor each guy in the White Org Board and knowing what they are doing and how they'll act and so on. They observed what the white guys were doing and they did the same but turned around. It's something like the black ones are not powerful. Their only power is that they are not known! They don't have their own ideas or can develop new things, but they just take the observed stuff and use it to turn it around. They only can do things which are already done on the other side. For example there's nothing bad in having consideration, but they take them and turn them around. That's the reason why they can be discovered. This is the reason that there has to be truth in the implants; they can't invent new things. Even if they could invent new things, this couldn't influence Thetans. They are totally dependent on what Thetans do to copy it. So they have to know what is going on and what Thetans do. So there's ... it's really upside-down. They can only use what Thetans do, so they have to be close and observe them and get all the data without being noticed and discoverd. This is a constant problem. As how could he come to know something if he's withholding himself. These guys would have to be very close and not being noticed so they can get the data... There's something with bodies ... Where one wouldn't search is in a body. So they use the bodies for their location.
Because nobody cares about bodies... The Players use the bodies as usual these times and the Player is at the White Org Board and the Implanter guy is in the body, using the body as the Player would search wherever, but never inside himself (his body). What is not clear now is how is he hiding in the body? He's in the shape of the body. This would break the Laws of MEST. They have exactly the same body where the body is, but built from Anti MEST! The idea of having somebody from the Black Org Board being the "Anti-MEST Duplicate of the body of the Player" is so genious, that it solved the problem of having to be near to get the data and withholding or not being noticeable at the same moment. That's how it was done. How they got the data. At least as long as Thetans have bodies. Just the "Anti" opposite of any kind of bodies. There's really something like: "there's Statics and something else, like another race, with other qualities which is not necessarily known...." this is the old question - "why is Xenu bad", "his case, where is it coming from?" "Why is he like he is?"
And it's just another race of Static, playing against Static. But hidden! It's not agreed upon that there are two Org Boards. Statics wanted to make a game, made the Org Board and didn't know there was something besides Static. These Anti-Statics exists, but they exist hidden. They didn't have any ideas about how to play, so they took the Game of the White Org Board and turned it around. It's not that we don't know them, but we don't know that they are different. A different race, so to say. He kept Truth about him and Anti-Static a secret and so the various attempts to handle these things only worsened, as the point about Truth was missing. If it had been known.... no game. They are invaders. He belongs to a Static race of Invaders and they have to work covertly... because otherwise they couldn't invade the other race. If they would not invade they would die. They need Theta! He just tries to get Theta. He wants just to survive, that's all he wants. (Now he talks about an invaded race, you can read about that in the extract of this session called "Data regarding Anti MEST".) After this interference shows up with feelings of 'being totally silly', 'feeling like the last idiot', 'don't talk about it, it's silly', 'data of auditing are not true, just mock ups', 'feeling of being totally invalidated', etc. Wording: "PISSED OFF WITH YOUR LOVE" Postulate: "YOUR LOVE IS JUST SILLY". Coming from next higher senior.
PrPr 1:
Thetans are normally very curious and they usually dig in something to find out about it and he has to stop that so they don't find out. And he built-in certain barriers about knowingness, making people afraid about knowing, so they'd withdraw from knowing. And that goes via confronting.
You have to confront something, then get into comm and so you get knowledge about that. So the basis for this is confront: "No confront, No comm, no knowledge!" So he makes people feel sick if they confront some thing, and that goes via the Anti-MEST body. That is something upside down, because if people confront something they don't calculate with Anti-MEST and this starts to react as this is something behind MEST. And they miss it when they start to confront. This is something they can't confront and this beats back and makes it very hard for them to keep confronting. There are many things regarding Anti-MEST. Not only regarding the Anti-MEST body. There's a copy of everything in Anti-MEST; like a shadow of everything in Anti-MEST. This is something that Thetans don't know - as the Black Org Board - and how they act, was not really known. Because they can only copy that we are doing and then turn it around so they have this Anti-MEST. A copy of MEST, but Anti, with which they can do.. this Anti-MEST doesn't follow the laws of MEST. They can give strange feelings. They can throw some ANTI-MEST from around against the Anti-MEST body of your own body and then you get the somatics. It is possible via the Anti-MEST body to pull somebody down the timetrack and get him stuck there. So knowing the charges of somebody, they can push that button to get the person in restim. But that's normal, old. Now they connect BSTs to Anti-MEST bodies.
Another overt he's doing regarding love. He fears love and tries to stop it. For admiration, love tends to solve things. Thetans should fear love... "don't come too close". AT these criss-cross connections between MEST and Anti-MEST and Thetans could be solved by love. He's making something regarding that with bodies. Bodies could be very nice and, beautiful and he made them to be a trap to control Thetans. There's also a mechanism built in in these Anti-MEST bodies regarding sex. It's like a sex button and if people come close body-wise, this button can get activated and give feelings which can split people. This is a mechansism that has to do with people falling in love and all is fine and then, they start making love (sex) and something then happens and the 2D starts going donwspiral. Kind of destruction of love via a way to communicate love on a Mest-level and that is controlled via the Anti-MEST body. It is basically very simple and the rest does the case. If there's love (actual love) they'll destroy it via sex.
Now people think love hurts as sex hurts. So that is good for the implanters. People become promiscous, and this keys in heavily certain implants. This destroys love too, as people don't have to love to have sex and therefore people get separated. Sex without love: "there's no Theta-comm". If there's sex with love, they (implanters) can't suck Theta. But if there's sex without love, they suck the Theta as the Theta is there with no exchange. So that resolves the problem of love.
Also 2 people loving each other and making things together get much more powerful. So via the sex 2 people start keying-in and the attention from the people is involved in 2D things, so people get very easily controlled via that.
Another overt is that he's doing something with the Anchorpoints of people, connected with Anti-MEST. The problem he tries to solve has to do with exteriorization, viewpoints, agreements, where somebody is or if he is somewhere. If somebody would exteriorize from MEST, he could probably perceive Anti-MEST and that has something to do with that. He uses the agreements of people too "make them in". It has to do with the CVP. If people had the agreement to have a CVP, they would have relations regarding that viewpoint, and they would be located in space. And they make a duplicate of the CVP and locate it in Anti-MEST and there we have the anchorpoints of the person with the CVP, everything duplicated in Anti-MEST. That's the reason why it's so difficult to handle all these things, because it sticks in Anti-MEST. So everything is duplicated in Anti-MEST, not only MEST, but everything else. So probably it wouldn't be a problem for a Thetan to do things with MEST without Anti-MEST, but because Anti-MEST is there and it is controlled by the implanters that makes things to be so heavy. With this Anti-MEST it's very heavy to resolve and get out of the game. And it's very covered. And because it is not known that everything exists twice (MEST and Anti-MEST) it is difficult to resolve. Even if something in MEST is handled, the concept of it is still there in Anti-MEST. This is like the Admin Why. The idea is still there in Anti-MEST. And Thetans can be trapped in that. Something resolved can be restimulated in Anti-MEST. Body somatics for example. One has always a cold and he handles it on OT III and it's gone and then on Excal he handles it again and so on, on every level, and he still has the cold, because he doesn't have the cold but the Anti-MEST body. So the Anti-MEST body must be handled and the cold will be handled.
He trapped Statics with their own agreements. It began with a very tiny little agreement and now it's stuck, full with postulates, agreements, considerations. The first agreement was 'to be something'. Not just to be, but to be something. And he had a kind of a shop where he "offered beingnesses" he proposed beingnesses to people. Quite tricky ones. The problem was the knowingness. So to get people that they can be controlled, they would have first to NOT-KNOW SOMETHING and via this tiny bit of notknowingness, they could be controlled, because what they don't know is not under their control. The first thing is that they should not know that they know. They don't know that they know, but this was a turn-around of I KNOW THAT I DON'T KNOW and that is the trap.
That was the first thing.
Then there were other things like: "I JUST KNOW THAT I AM IF I BE". And so they had to be something. "I know if I have the comparison: 'like, I know I am conscious by comparison of being unconscious'". With these postulates we got them!
Anti-Thetans and Anti-MEST are created. So the idea of being created is there, and so it's much easier to make people believe they are created. He at least got the agree to create things. He "helped" regarding the creation of what they are now.
There's something with God: "Everything comes from God!" A higher harmonic of the Game of Gods. "God is Love, and everything what is not Love, is not God!" "God gave it and God took it away", "God is the beginning and the end". "To the eyes of God, all are equal". Something like a postulate "Thetans forgetting that they are individuals". But the one who was God took away something from all Thetans. And gave them something. He took away part of them - Theta - to control them via making the "Anti-Duplicate". There is something in common between the originals and the duplicates and that's it. And what he gave to them is "the bless of God". God gave them a very little part of him to each to connect all. This builds the basis for the Anti-MEST body, regarding the data, as the purpose of these bodies was to be close and control and influence and get data and not being noticed. It gives the connection between the MEST and the Anti-MEST body. It's all connected together, it can be controlled very well.
(Break - 2,75 (2))
(Restart - 19 June 88 - 2,6 (2) F/N)
Love is a problem for him and he tries to solve that, as with Love in a very high level, problems couldn't persist. Thetans love "Love" and so it can be very well used to suppress Thetans. It has something to do with space (Affinity - willingness to occupy same space) and if Thetans would love and occupy space, they could find out, as they would come close, if they wouldn't fear. They fear, because there's something built-in, so that they fear love. This has to do with Anti-MEST.
It all started with the consideration of a CVP, as there is not such a thing, so by considerating to have a CVP or to be somewhere, a Static is something else than Static, because that breaks the definition of Static, which can't be broken actually, but only by the Static's considerations, but not even that breaks it. In actual fact there's nothing else but Static, but because Static had the considerations of viewpoints, Static can be looked at. There's kind of a postulate to forget. From then on all was interlocked and it became solid. It seems to be that Anti-Static is created by Static, because Anti-Static derived via the postulate as something different from Static, that what Static is not; and via that, Static can be controlled. It has to do with BE. Something going wrong with "BE"... kind of wrong definition of what IS and therefore BE. There's just "IS". There's no "BE". Because "BE" is becoming something and that would separate from Static, because "BE" must be defined.
So the basic misunderstood is: "that what is, is Static and Static is nothingness, so there's no BE but IS". He brought Thetans to agree to be defined as SOMETHING. And something is not nothing. The point is, there's nothing wrong to consider oneself to be something, the point is that they forgot what was before the "BE" - the basic on which all exists. There's "nothing". So that something comes into existence, there must be the postulate that there is and after that, there was; so that sounds as if Static created himself out of nothing. And it comes again to the point where it started. There's something that Thetans were brought to consider: "that they have to consider that there is something". Otherwise there would be nothing. Inside of that there's a lie. It's a negation of Static. Kind of NOT-KNOW, NOT-BE... There must be something else than Static with which Static can compare to know what Static is. This idea of Static not knowing what it is, is wrong as pure Static is Knowingness, so how it shouldn't know what it is! The lie is that there is nothing but Static, so Static can only experience Static. So where's the comparison? If Static is pure knowingness how can it be improved? It can experience in NOT-KNOW what it knows, but it comes back to Static. It's a lie that there can't be Improvement, because all Knowingness is potentially, but the thing is to find out how it can be used and brought up to PERFECTION of POSSIBILITIES of STATIC. The point is to find out how all these abilities can be applied on certain things, so the game can be bigger and nicer and Static would be more powerful.
One would have to unstick his CVP, then there would no longer be fixed considerations, but kind of Pan-Determinism. Interaction of Statics at a high level - co-operative - not against each other, and this AGAINST has been built-in. It's the scenario run on the game of applying the abilities and Knowingness on special things to improve. If they played together co-operatively, the abilities would very much improve. The problem is if that they become too big to be suppressed, if they knew all the mechanisms of suppression which stops them from being co-operatively, if all these 3P would be known, they'd just laugh about it and it would solve. If the real truth behind all that were known, everything would be solved. They'd no longer try to hold on something.
Static holds onto something, because Static is defined, but there's no need to hold onto something. With the holding of something it gets stuck and no flow any more and fights start. Static can be all if not hold onto something. But Static holds on Static because this is not known and so the built-in mechansim works. Every Static has the potential of being everything/all, so there's no need of evaluation, but the moment Static defines itself as something, it limits the possibilities of being all.
Process went to F/N VVGIs.
PrPr 1 on him as "God":
He built-in barriers on all Dynamics, so if people try to expand on them, they hit them and get stopped. So they have a problem. But the problem exists because of the lie, but they don't even notice there is a lie. And Anti-MEST has to do with the lie. This also has something to do with the real action-cycle - create, create, create - because when they get stopped on a Dynamic they are not really stopped, but they create themselves that they are stopped. They give the agreement that they can be stopped.
He brought Static to the agreement that they are limited and that they need help and a guide and held be the guide. They gave something to God and God gave something to them. And in that piece of God there was the postulate-command "TO SURVIVE". And via this the Static has the idea that they probably can't survive but die, and via that he controls them. He tries to keep himself at the highest knowingness level, reducing all other's knowing below his level, and giving them the idea that they don't have to know everything, because God knows all.
He's occupying Anti-MEST space. That's why he can't be located really. He's also a "Theta-Vampir". He tries to destroy love to experience how strong it is, and he found that it can't be destroyed. It can be pressed down into lower states, where it even doesn't look at all like love. This is a kind of Dynamic Principle: "LOVE".
All ideas of experiences of the past, exists there in Anti-MEST. This is kind of a time track (Library). All past perfect circles exist there, like the rings in an endless raw, with one God on each one. There are as many circles as Thetans. And he misused all the past Anti-MEST. And mixed it all up. He mixed the past Anti-MEST, Anti-Static, Anti-Theta and put it inside the current Anti-MEST. He tried to use all the ideas to mix it up totally so it can't be resolved any more. He could use this past Anti-MEST, the ideas of the Thetans via Anti-MEST and the concepts of the games and make it all happen NOW to influence the game now, so it's much more complex, heavier and solid than before. He broke games rules as it wasn't planned that basic abilities were turned around to misuse them against Theta. This was basic Implant-Tech. He thought if he could give Thetans wrong ideas, he could control them. He's playing his Anti-Game, playing against the game, in using the Anti-MEST of the other games.
Thetans thought past games were solved, but it wasn't and there is a permanent urge to the past. You can't come out of the game because all the past ones are still existing in Anti-MEST like the Admin-Why.
It's still there so it can't really as-is the idea, the concept of it is still there, so the rest probably got as-ised, but not the Anti-MEST of it. He has the track of each Thetan in Anti-MEST and via this he can very effectively use all the connections and data to influence the Thetans in restimulating, for example, Past Games! He's influencing the Thetans with their own creations. He mixes it up so it's not just a duplicate, but an enturbulation. It has something to do with electronics, like a movement: MEST and in the same space Anti-MEST moving around at a different wave-lenght and speed and so, influencing the Thetans, bodies, MEST.
Anti-MEST can also be misowned. Using Postulates which are in Anti-MEST too and shifting them from one to another and with then postulates gives a "picture" of the player and the person thinks it is his own or from the other player and so mixing it all up.
Via Anti-MEST the Thetans control themselves in an automatic way. Via misownership he makes 3P arrangements. He takes the Anti-MEST from the past which could restim one person with the other, and on these two persons can be split apart. This connects Thetans as well, but negatively. Thetans could use Anti-MEST as a mind to remember if he would not have mixed it up. Implants would be built from Anti-MEST (the pictures) and the person somehow gets connected to the picture. It's like, if a Thetan decides to be unconscious; he still perceives, and these perceptions are stored as Anti-MEST. And analytical perception too. Everybody does that, so it's one big mind. Giving a perfect picture, track of all what happened from each viewpoint with all connections. And this can be used very well because if things are changed inside of that, then it's a wrong recall or wrong track. The tracks are interlocked somehow. Anti-MEST could be very easily handled, if wouldn't have any effect, if it were known and how it exists. Thetans can be manipulated via PTS/SP connections and Overt/Motivator sequences amongst them. One Thetan can be the SP for the other and so the SP makes overts to the other so the other is motivated to do overts himself or to suppress others, so the SP makes somebody PTS and the PTS becomes an SP regarding others and they have to protect themselves in doing overts, and this goes back and forth. And the problem is that it can't be solved, because it has to start with the first SP and then would have to go down and the 1st SP is God.
He uses the Anti-MEST bodies. He connects an Anti-Thetan to an Anti-MEST body who is inside of a MEST-body with a Player and now the Anti-Thetan can be pushed back on the timetrack and get stuck in a certain incident and the Anti-MEST body gets the somatics of that incident because it is PT for him and so the MEST-body gets the somatics and so the Player is suppressed. This works automatically. There are connections between Players with body in Anti-MEST. You have SP and PTS Anti-Thetans to control the Anti-MEST bodies and they are shifted between Players so they restimulate and influence each other.
Got interference from another guy with the postulate "YOU ARE TOO SILLY TO UNDERSTAND THAT". Feeling was of not getting the answer, not understanding the answers. PrPr 1 on him as creator of the above postulate: He says that all forgotten knowledge is kept outside of the game and to come out of the game one would have to go out of the game to get it to solve the game. It's a contradiction, but there is a way! Basically it's so simple, so easy, that nobody finds it. Everything which would solve the game has to be found out by the Players themselves, otherwise it would break the game rules.
Without Anti-MEST, MEST wouldn't exist. Thetans are not either in MEST nor in Anti-MEST, but they use both. Their Anchor points and things like that are in Anti-MEST. Thoughts are in Anti-MEST. And from that selectively MEST can derive if it's agreed upon, but Thetans don't know they are using it and so they can be controlled. Thetans can look into Anti-MEST without knowing it is so. All pictures are in Anti-MEST. Each Thetan is an individual, but this Anti-MEST is like a common mind, with connections which can be used to suppress the Thetans via Anti-MEST, via mental things, as this is senior to MEST, which can be influenced by it.
THOUGHT: Anti-MEST. STRUCTURE: MEST.
So all is happening via or through Anti-MEST. He made these interconnections, these 3P arrangements amongst Thetans, which happen on an Anti-MEST level. Connected with an Anti-MEST body even an old charge already handled can be reactivated to influence the person or the body, because it's all there in Anti-MEST. This is like everything exists NOW, because Anti-MEST exits NOW. So it's really easy to get a Thetan out of PT and it's very hard for a Thetan to stay 100% in PT. Like this, an old creation from the Thetan can be activated and the Thetan has to think of it and so he's not totally in PT.
He turned all around against Thetans. He built in mechanisms to stop them from reaching source and mechanisms to invalidate their source missions or goals and this has to do with their postulates. This happens via Anti-MEST. He did something with the anchorpoints of Thetans. He connects them, muled them, so there's a stuck flow between Thetans. A ridge. On this ridge he puts something like a postulate. These muled anchorpoints connect both players. It's a constant total problem as they permanently reach (want to but can't) and withdraw (want to but can't) and this is also connected to the source mission. This is the why it is to hard to come out. Because it's not fixed on each person's track or mind or whatever, but it's totally connected so it can't resolve. Anti-MEST is actually made by all Thetans, the only problem is that they forgot it. Via these Forget-Postulates he can use it. It can be influenced because Thetans agreed to that. It can be easily solved because it's built out of Static. People forgot that they can use Anti-MEST to do things with MEST and they think they are controlled by MEST. But what they do with MEST, affects Anti-MEST (sorry - opposite - what they do with Anti-MEST, affects MEST). They don't know that and so they are running their own traps. And something in Anti-MEST always affects MORE people. The lower the awareness of the person is, the less he notices what is happening around, because of an introverted U1. He only sees the U1, so can't compare things happening in U2 and U3. But the more aware one is, the more he can see "accidental" things happening and the connections, as there are no accidental things.
Bodies are very good tools for MEST, so if the bodies are suppressed and invalidated, the purpose of making experiences and applying knowingness to MEST gets stopped. The bodies can even be used as a separation of Thetans. This works via sex, as sex can bring Therans together, but because of these mechansims the bodies split them apart. Bodies can be a evil trap.
He turn around the Beingness-Postulate in Anti-MEST, so it gets the opposite. (I'm all - turned around into I'm nothing). This gives a problem too.
Handled Postulat-Thetan "If you go any further it will cost your head!" with PrPr 1 (start at page 72). At end of session it was found that his location is body of Pre-OT. Then we tried to handle him on V/I /R/W - bogged because of influence from his senior. Next session 17.06.88 we started handling him m PrPr 1 as 'Senior of the last Monitor-guy' (the one in the body). (page *). During PrPr 1 he's talking about relationship between Black Statics and Aids, and how Aids will be used to make BSTs. Then he's talking-about bodies, that they can be well used to "get data" to improve implanting-tech.
And that a guy aligned at the "Black Org Board" must be near or inside the body of an player to not be discovered, because the last place one would search something like this would be the own body of the player. For they cannot use the same place of the body of the player because that would break the laws of MEST, they build it from ANTI MEST. (page *-*)
The idea of having somebody from the "Black Org Board" being the "Anti-MEST duplicate of the body of the player" is so genious, that it solved the problem of having to be near to the player to get data and withholding or not being noticable at the same moment. (page *-*). "There are also 'Anti-Statics', but they exist hidden" (page *). Then he's talking about "invaded" thetans, which are imprisoned and held like "cows in a stable" and are connected together as a "case" in the body - the Anti-MEST body (AMB). And they somehow connect the MEST body with the Anti-MEST body. Via this invaded guys the Anti-MEST body would be controlled. They are used as kind of a pipe line to get Theta from the Player. An invader has one of the invaded guys with him, and this one is connected to another invaded guy. They have more than one function. They control the Anti-MEST body and get data via the Anti-MEST body which they relay to the invader (this is the first function: COMM SYSTEM).
2. Function: to connect the Anti-MEST body to the MEST-body. If the invader needs or wants to have Theta he gives order and the invaded guys get Theta from the Player via the MEST-body. These guys who are building the Anti-MEST body are lower on the Org Board than the senior. You have the MEST body with the Static Player and you have the Anti-MEST body at the same location. The AMB is run by the Anti-Static (Invader) and the AMB is build by the invaded guys. There are line and connections to bodies, they influence the Anti-MEST body and whatever appears in it, appears in the MEST body (page *-42). (In this case the invader (controller of the Anti MEST body) occupied the Anti-MEST space of the Player Thetan - page 50). PrPr 1 did not come to EP because the Senior of the Senior influenced session. So we continued with the Senior of the Senior and ran him on PrPr 1 as "Creator of the Postulate 'Your love is just silly!'" (page 64). He gave more data regarding Anti-MEST: "To come to knowledge someone has to get in Comm, and to pet in Comm first has to confront". So there is something built in so people feel sick if they confront and that is build in the AMB. If people confront something they don't calculate with Anti-MEST because it is not known and then Anti-MEST reacts on that.
A copy of everything what exists in MEST is copied in Anti-MEST, like a shadow. Via this, strange feelings can be given. Anti-MEST can be thrown against the Anti-MEST body and then you get somatics. Anti-MEST does not follow the laws of MEST. Somebody can be stuck on the time-track via the AMB. Like putting the AMB at a point on the track. So knowing the charge of somebody they can push the button to get the person in restim. There are criss-cross connections between MEST and Anti-MEST. (page 66-74)
There is a built-in mechanism in the Anti-MEST body regarding sex (love). It's like a "sex-button" which can be activated when people fall in love, having sex, giving them feelings that split-people apart, and the 2D goes downspiral. Kind of destruction of love via a way to communicate love on a MEST-level (sex) that is controlled via the AMB. If there is love it can be destroyed via sex. So people think love hurts as sex hurts. So that's good for the implanters, because people get promiscuity and this heavily-keys in special implants. This destroys love two as people don't have to love to have sex. That resolves the problem about love, because 2 people loving each other and making things together get much more powerful. So people can very easily be controlled via 2D (They can suck Theta if Sex happens without love. Sex without happens without Theta-Comm. If there's sex with love they can't suck Theta. But if there's sex without love they suck the theta because the Theta is there without an exchange. (page 76)). (page 75-79).
Anchorpoints have something to do with Anti-MEST (page 79-80). The CVPs and Anchorpoints of the Thetans are all duplicated in Anti-MEST - that makes it so difficult to handle all the things because it sticks in Anti-MEST. So everything is duplicated in Anti-MEST, not only MEST, but everything else. (Anti-Theta, Anti-Thetans, Anti-Statics) Even if something is handled in MEST, it still exists in Anti-MEST like an Admin-Why, like the idea still existing in Anti-MEST. So this can be restimulated again - like body-somatics for example. One has always a cold and he handles it on OT III and it's gone and comes back, he handles it on Excal and on every level and still has the cold. because he doesn't have the cold. but the Anti MEST body has it. The Anti-MEST body would have to be handled, because the idea of the cold is still there in the AMB. (page 80-86). He's got them with their own postulates and turned them around against them (Anti-) and he gave them the "Bless of God" and that connects them all together and this is the basis for Anti-MEST. The purpose of the Anti-MEST body: to be near the player, to control, to influence, to get data and to not being noticed. Postulates give the connection between MEST and Anti-TEST. It's all connected together and can be very well controlled. (page 90-96).
Session 19.06.88
Continue PrPr 1 on Senior of Senior as "Creator of the Postulat 'You love is just silly!'" More about Anti-MEST: (page *) Love has to be suppressed because Love could solve things, because if one loves he is willing to occupy space and find out things So something must be build in to stop that, otherwise Thetans could find out things if the can come very close to something without fear. So they have to fear that and therefore something is build in so that they fear love. From this things like 'Pain is close to pleasure' and 'Love hurts' derive. And this has to do with Anti-MEST. So Thetans occupy space, and then Anti-MEST or Anti-Static or Anti-Viewpoint beats back. (page *-*).
It seems that Anti-Static is created by Static, because Anti-Static became something different than Static via the postulate (basic postulates which Static made to have a game). (page *)
V/I R/W did not come to EP on this guy because his senior "God" influenced the session. We ran him on PrPr 1 as being "God" (page 44).
He build in barriers which Thetans hit if they try to expand on the various dynamics, and these are build in in Anti-MEST. Thetans don't know Anti-MEST and so they hit it and cannot solve it as it is kind of a lie in a problem. But Thetans don't even notice that there is a lie. (page 46-50).
He can't occupy the same space as other Thetans and this has something to do with Anti-MEST. He is occupying the Anti-MEST space because this-is not space in the actual meaning. It's not that he is a duplicate but he occupies the Anti-MEST space. That's why he can't be located because he's buttered over the whole Universe. He is everywhere and nowhere but not in the definition of pure Static. It's something else. (page 59-60). All experiences of ideas exist there in Anti-MEST, the time-track (kind of a library). It would be lost if it were not kept there, but it's not totally available for the Thetans. It looks like all of these Perfect Circle, but in an endless raw, like the rings. (He's showing a picture of it). It exists now, with one God on each of these Perfect Circles. There are as many Circles as Thetans. (page 66-67). He as God misused all the past Anti-MEST, he mixed it up so it can't be resolved. This was not agreed upon. He mixed the past Anti-MEST, Anti-Static, Anti-Theta and put it inside of the current one. Tried to mix up all the ideas, all the concepts and use it via Anti-MEST to influence the Game now, so it's much more complex. heavier and solid than before. (page 69-70). You can't come out of the game because all the past ones are still existing, therefore there is a permanent urge towards the past. Like the Admin-Why. It's still there so it can not really as-is... the idea, the concept of it, the rest probably got as-ist, but not the Anti-MEST of it. Anti-MEST wasn't known in the last games, so it could not be as-ised. It was not known and because of that it can be used to control. He has the track of each Thetan in Anti-MEST and via this can very effectively use all the connections and data to influence Thetans and restimulate past games. (page 73-76) He takes a piece of Anti-MEST having to do with a certain pest of this thetan and throws it at the Thetan to restim him. Influences the Thetans via their own creations. He mixes up Anti-MEST so it's not just a duplicate, but an enturbulation. It's like movement: MEST and in the same location Anti-MEST, moving around at a different wave-length, speed and influencing Thetan, bodies, MEST. (page 71-73).
He uses Postulates also. Something with Misownership. Misowning Anti-MEST. Uses Postulates which are in Anti-MEST too and shifting them from one Thetan to the other Thetan and with this postulate gives a "picture" of the player or of another player, and the ones thinks either it's his own postulate or one of the other player, and so he mixes it all up. Via Anti-MEST the Thetans control themselves, on an automatic way, restimulating themselves via Anti-MEST via Past Games. If something happens it seems that somebody else did it with whom one has good ARC to split them apart. He takes Anti-MEST from the past which could restim the person by another, so this would split the two persons apart. Or misowned postulates. Or somebody contacting evil from the past and it seems it is the person on which he contacts it, but it was actually him (God) or somebody from his side. Thetans could use Anti-MEST as a mind to remember, and if he mixes it all up, they can't remember the correct things, but different ones than it really was. This connects Thetans as well, but negatively. Implants would be build from Anti-MEST (the pictures) and the person somehow gets connected to the pictures. It's like if Thetans decided to be unconscious during the unconsciousness they still perceive and these perceptions are stored as Anti-MEST. And analytical perceptions as well. Everybody does that so it's one big mind. giving a perfect picture, track of all what happens from each viewpoint with all connections. And this can be used very well because if things are changed inside of that then it's a wrong recall or wrong track. Anything can be don inside of that. The tracks of the Thetans are interlocked. Anti-MEST could be easily handled and wouldn't have any effect, if it was known that Anti-MEST exists and how it exist.
There are PTS/SP connections and overt+motivator sequences amongst the Thetans build-in. One he uses as SP of the other and so the SP commits overts to the other and so the other is motivated to do overts himself or to suppress himself; so the SP makes somebody PTS, and the PTS himself becomes an SP regarding the others and they have to protect themselves doing overts and this goes back and forth. And the problem is that it can't he solved, because it had to start with 1 SP and then it ones down ... and the 1st SP is "GOD". (80-81)
He uses the Anti-MEST body. An Anti-MEST Thetan connected to an Anti-MEST body which is inside a MEST body with a Player and now, the Anti-Thetan can be pushed back on the timetrack and can-get stuck into a certain incident and the Anti-MEST body gets the somatics of that incident and so the MEST-body and so Player is influenced. This works automatically. This has to do with another Player with body and there's a connection between them. You have two Anti-Thetans for 1 Anti-MEST body. An SP and an PTS one. The SP can influence a certain PTS guy-on the Anti-MEST body of another Player. The Anti-MEST body is a past body of the PTS Anti-Thetan. Everybody made Anti-MEST. Anti-MEST can be mis-owned. (81-85)
Session: 20.06.88
Handling the Senior of the senior of the senior who interfered the handling of the senior of the senior. Run him on PrPr 1 as "Creator of the Postulat 'You are too silly to understand that'". He's proposed Anti-MEST so Theta could be used against Theta (*). Without Anti-MEST Mest wouldn't exist. Thetans are not in MEST nor in Anti-MEST but they use both. Their Anchorpoint and thoughts and things like that are in Anti-MEST. And from that MEST selectively can derive if it's agreed upon, but Thetans don't know then are using it and so they can be controlled. Thetans can look into Anti-MEST without knowing it is like that. All pictures are Anti-MEST. Each Thetan is an individual but this Anti-MEST is like a common mind with connections that can be used to suppress Thetans via Anti-MEST via mental things as this is senior to MEST which can be influenced by it.
So: THOUGHT: ANTI-MEST - STRUCTURE: MEST.
So all is happening via or through Anti-MEST. He made these interconnections these 3-P amongst Thetans which happen on an Anti-MEST level. Connected with the AMB even an old charge already handled can be reactivated to influence the person or the body because it's all there in Anti-MEST. This is like everything exists low, because Anti-MEST exists now. So it's really very easy to get a Thetan out of PT and it's very hard for a Thetan to stay 100% in PT. This can be done like this: an old Creation of the Thetan can be activated and the Thetan has to think of it... so he's not totally in PT. Thetans can be influenced negatively via Anti-MEST, if they contact certain things in Anti-MEST can make them feel keyed-in or invalidated or feeling bad. (*-*) Via Anti-MEST he build in mechanisms to stop Thetans from reaching Source and mechanisms to invalidate their Source missions or goals and this has to do with their postulates. He uses that via Anti-MEST, he made arrangements so the Source missions were invalidated. He connects anchorpoints of Thetans. He muled them so ther's a stuck flow between Thetans - a ridge. On this ridge he puts something like a postulate. Because these muled anchorpoints connect both Players together. It's a constant total problem, because they permanently try to reach (want but can't) and withdraw (want-but can't) and this is also connected to the source missions. This is very well set up in Anti-MEST. This is why it is really so hard to come out. Because-it's not fixed on each players track or mind or whatever, but it's totally connected so it can't solve. Anti-MEST is made by the Thetan out they forgot that and via their Forget-Postulat he can use it. It can be influenced because Thetans agreed to it. It can be easily solved because it's build out of Static. Thetans forget that they can use Anti-MEST to do things in MEST and now they think they are controlled by MEST. But what they do with Anti-MEST (unknowingly) affects MEST, they don't know that and so they are running their own traps. They affect MEST via Anti-MEST. It is very very covert, but it functions: somebody fears dogs and this is turned around in Anti-MEST, so in every corner he meets dogs. "You get what you don't want". This Anti-MEST is kind of giant common reactive mind. Something in Anti-MEST affects always more people.
The lower the awareness of a person is the less he notices what is happening around because of an introverted U1. He only sees U1 so cannot compare things happening in U2 and U3. But the more aware one is the more he can see "accidental" things happening and the connections as there are no things happening accidentally. (*-*).
Session: 21.07.88 PrPr 4 on an Anti-MEST Thetan.
Unresponsive, percieved like a little grey glass-ball "he feels like shaking a corpse" (Comment of Pre-OT). He's the controller of the Anti-MEST body of Pre-OT. AMB reacts on his commands. He can do many things with the AMB body, giving somatics, and so on, so that the body feels weak. If he's doing things like that Pre-OT for example can't drive motor-cycle (42-43). he can't run the MEST body, but he can stop it in its functions (47). He can influence the guy who is running another persons Anti-MEST body (67-68). Sometimes an Anti-Thetan can control up to 10 AMBs or even more, depending on how it is set up (68). Sometimes he gets orders from another source, but only in difficult cases, normally he's doing it by himself. A guy is walking around in Anti-MEST looking that everything goes right, he is visited by this guy sometimes and gets special orders (70). There's a big source that gave him this job and created everything (71).
Session 21.06.88 continued with the Anti-MEST body controller with PrPr 6. He told following incident: He was a "Pre-Being", waiting to be created, to come to life. Something like light getting brighter and brighter. He was just overwhelmed. Being very very very small and standing in front of a very very large being. He just stood there overwhelmed and couldn't do anything. Being newly born. He got told that he wasn't and that he now is and that it is wonderful that he is now as before he wasn't and he should be very thankful as it's a very big honour to be created by the big source and having a duty to do for the Big Source. This would be something very special. He was very happy and thankful of being elected to be created (110-112).
(2. sequence of incident - Thetan did not give it order):
Total Blackness. He was scared, he didn't know what happened and what to do. Was in a condition of knowing not-to-be. He wasn't. He tried with big effort to go through something. He gave up. It is as if he as Thetan was cut into pieces. Something electronical very very fast and hard. From different directions these flows came to him. He was in total panic. He broke down. He was totally smashed down and something like a big hand took him up very softly and somebody told him he had had a terrible accident and that he now should sleep for a while, and that somebody would care for him, and that he shouldn't be afraid, and everything would be fine... and he just surrendered to this. He was happy that somebody cared for him, as he really felt vary badly and very smashed down.
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