ULR 32

Case Reports

Xenu

13 July 88

On 1/VII/88, the OT originated at the beginning of the session to have attention on Player (A), and the postulate to be handled on him was: "I WANT TO BUT I CAN'T REACH IT", which we had already found out in earlier session, coming from another player onto Player (A). It was from Player (E) actually.

So, we started running PrPr 1 on this, on which, we were getting more and more data about the covered way of suppressing Scientology (by the creator of this postulate, Player (E)), while making it totally unthinkable, as pretending to be in Scientology and pretending to be helping all over the place. Also telling this is one of the favourite ways and most effective to suppress Scientology, as nobody ever hardly suspects of a Scientologist, and in the meantime, he can be doing all kind of 3-P, using Scientology data to suppress the others, not really freeing the beings he audits from his case but using them against the others, giving false data as good Scientologist advice to others, recognizing being an BP in actual fact, having been working for Xenu for a very long time, and he couldn't survive without him!

Giving out the idea that Statics are not immortal, to control the Statics. and as long as they are in a cycle of action, it looks like that.

Hiding his evil purposes, and trapping them with his friendliness, while pretending to be a Scientologist.

He makes all this under the cover-up of "being silly", deserving sympathy.

Easier to have an evil purpose, and having the right to have it.

Being using in PT the OT's CVP, and can collapse the OT's space! Kind of having his CVP inside the OT's.

Working as a built-in suppressive mechanism regarding sex, and giving somatics to the OT. He occupies all left side of body field and space from the PT.

He said Static is nothing so, then, he never could reach it even if he wanted, because it is nothing.

Withholding a mechanism by which, if the others go too close to freedom, she can suppress them again!

He tries to make Thetans dependant from him. He is the good one, and the others become dependant from him.

Making suppression via the body in general to the others. His own body is sick, so the others' must be sick too, or held he wrong.

Held get no Theta if Thetans exchanged Theta. He has to suppress Freedom.

He has no power at all, but via these Postulates mechanisms.

He can't reach himself what he forgot, the part which is apart, because of his basic postulate. And if he Dot it, he couldn't go on working with Xenu! So, he shouldn't reach it!!

He doesn't understand Static and what a Thetan is and all these mental things, and if he had to admit so hold be totally wrong, so he has to hide. The best Static is the hidden Static!!

if Static is silly, then it is better not to be Static = silly a nothing.

The body is silly, and if a Static still has a body. he is silly. But he is not silly, as he is not a Static. He is right!

There's a postulate of him: "I AM SO SILLY!", and that's why he is so silly to he a Static, and he better is something else.

There is like a vacuum around the OT, and that has to do with what he is doing! He's trying to get the OT inside of this vacuum, so nothing can reach him, and he can't reach anything.

Feeling at this point of an interference. Wording of it: "MOKSHA CAN'T REACH STATIC BECAUSE SHE IS TOO SILLY!!".

Tracing it back, it was coming from Xenu, with the Postulate: "FUCK YOU!!".

Next is the whole sequence of processes on Xenu regarding this Postulate, with EPs on all PrPr 1, V/I R/W and PrPr 3 and B/CB Steps, and huge wins and cogs.

PrPr 1 on Xenu as creator of the Postulate "FUCK YOU" - 1.7.88

Start - 3,23 - (2)

  1. that she feels very small and invalidated
  2. her not being too big 3,1
  3. 3,05 he doesn't meant it like this - he's probably like to fuck her LFBD 2,9 (very 1.1)
  4. probably he could get some power from her in that way. If he could he would eat her to have her energy. But he can't do that.
  1. that she feels small and he feels big
  2. 3,05 that she is such an old silly bitch and he doesn't want to see her any more 3,15
  3. he's fed up with her. He very often got hurt by her, as she is a real opponent of him and he can't control her very well and he's trying to control her via vias, but sooner or later she discovers him again.
  4. her
  1. he implanted very many Thetans
  2. Theta! Static, Power, Love, ARC. He hates all that as it can't be controlled, so it's a problem for him
  3. how he did all these nice arrangements regarding her. He was working with .... (other Pre-OT) so nicely... and .... (other Pre-OT) is so silly .... It's so silly, really ....
  4. Statics!! 3,3
  1. he implanted her with .... (other Pre-OT). ....(other Pro-OT) is a Postulat-Thetan. She (other Pre-OT) is this nothing! He brought her to be that with more Postulates.
  2. her 3,5
  3. what else he did! He's just playing his role. There's no problem. He's having his role, and is doing it. He suppresses Theta, so it can find the ways to get out of that.
  4. the game! There has to be a game!
  1. he implanted as much as he could and on the various ways he could, so it's not resolved
  2. the game
  3. nothing
  4. no problem
  1. all the overts the others agreed upon
  2. the game
  3. Whether he is alone or not
  4. Static. Only Static would mean No Game.
  1. suppression of all Thetans
  2. that he is the top guy
  3. nothing. Held like her to go to hell!
  4. her and the rest of all Thetans
  1. he fooled all or more or less all Thetans! He trapped them and made them in
  2. ha's playing against the rest 3,6
  3. no withhold. Evil purpose. Wants to destroy.
  4. Statics!
  1. Fuck you!
  2. to win
  3. what he did with (other Pre-OT)
  4. to turn her (other Pro-OT) around so she's working against Pre-OT
  1. 3,95 she should think it's better not to contact/audit him, as she can't handle him
  2. no problem! Because nobody can handle him
  3. how he set it up from the beginning: he planned all from the beginning and he trapped the Thetans with their own Postulates, so they work for him and he uses them for example, to make Postulates against the Postulates of Players and he organized it. He organized an Org Board. He started with a few people and trained them to do these philosophical talks to get the agreements from others and the Org Board got bigger and bigger and he's working with these things: CAUSE/EFFECT, RIGHT/WRONG, PTS/SP mechanisms! He kind of created that and got the agreements from the others and all the guys at the Org Board are totally controlled by him and it is set up that they are controlling- each other via these PTS/SP mechanisms and Postulates Counter-Postulates. so he doesn't have to care so much. His favourite is to turn around very basic Truth. To make it very tricky and he made really some genious arrangements, like Static as a problem: nearly unsolvable, and he likes people to postulate such things in a very sophisticated way! It has to be a challenge for him!

    4. He loves that!

  4. Static itself as Static. 4,5

Anything? I hate it! I thought that I'd end up with Xenu; And I've audited him several times and I don't like it at all. This is like in my 1st Plug in Excel! The topholder was Xenu, so now it has to finish again with Xenu!

(EOS - 4,25 (2))

Restart - 4,0 - (2) - hunting needle)

  1. (he's laughing) get her away from her business
  2. her's would be to solve and he doesn't want to be solved
  3. how he influences Thetans. What the basic is on all that: he had to get the Thetans to agree on what he wanted to do on them. So the basic is their own agreement. He brought the to not-know, in a different way than it would have been needed for the games. Because the not-know would be regarding things, but not about they are Statics and about Statics.

    4. And they told them they couldn't have a real game, if they knew they were Statics. Then they would have knowingness and couldn't have a game. So they should forget about being Static or have a wrong definition for Static or they couldn't have a game! He made all this very sophisticated and logical! So they made Postulates about these things, so he could trap them. For example, letting them define Static, but soon as Static is defined it is something and not Static, so they separate from that.

  4. there has to be a game and he wants to win it. And he's the one playing against all others, so he had to prepare it from the roots of the game in order to win.
  1. he trapped Statics with their basic Postulates.
  2. they have to agree with whatever happens to them. So it's necessary to do something very tricky, so they agree on something, so he then can control them. Want to be cause.
  3. the solution to solve the game is outside the game, not inside the game. For getting to the solution, one would have to get out of the game! And that's very very tricky, because it is very simple, because it's Truth, that isn't inside of the game somehow.
  4. the solution has to be very simple, but also very hidden somehow, and this is the problem. It should be there, but not reachable.
  1. he started the game with a lie, and the things he made were based on that lie, so things became very complicated for everyone.
  2. the solution is the lie. Because of the lie, problems exist: Postulate Counter-Postulate, these 2 sides only can mist because of the lie! The moment the lie is replaced by Truth it resolves. If there were only Truth, there would be no problem and nothing would exist 4,6 because the lie is brought in by alter-is-ness. The trick is that there is nothing but Static, so everything is Static, but it's a kind of turned around Static. It's "defined Static", but still Static in its various appearances. It seems very complicated. But it's very simple! If one looked very clearly he would see that it's basically very simple.
    And just the consideration about it make it complex. So to trap Thetans would mean: To make something simple into complicated via their considerations. Then they would be trapped.
    At the moment they have a consideration, they create the problem themselves. With the consideration of life, they'd create the problem Life/Death, and the lie is basically the separation from Truth. from Static.
  1. 4,6 how he brought Thetans to have considerations that he can turn around against them FBD 4,5
  2. that Thetans forget or separate themselves from Static and can be controlled via their considerations and Postulates.
  1. it's not really an overt. Because the agreement was to have a game. Well, yes, it is because he changes the rules a bit. 4,7
  2. the game
  3. what he has to do with her He couldn't change her Postulate, but he could care that she is invalidated.
  4. her. That she is an opponent for him. That she doesn't hate him. LFBD 4,5 That she knows and understand him well and grants him beingness and he can't stand that. He can't fight Love. He can fight anything going against him! She understands him so well that's his problem. She can recognize how he's really feeling And that's what he fears that she can look through his evil covert So he's fearing her! 4,45
  1. he tried to get her away from him. Controlled and invalidated via others, looking small and unable. Tries her not going out of the game! LFBD 4,3
  2. her! He can't fight her directly! Only via vias. That she doesn't handle him. LFBD 4,1
  3. why she can handle him
  4. he doesn't want to he handled as then he couldn't win in all the game as the only one winning.
  1. tried to press all Thetans below his level 4,2 Used other Players to smash her down.
    Scenarios. That she doesn't know who she is. Her invalidating herself. That she can't do what she wants to. Limited the confront of Thetans. FBD 4,2 He studied all this very long to trap Thetans very well. He did that before being God.
  1. Thetans!
  2. he wants to be the only one winning. Doesn't want to be handled. LFBD 491 As she's she, she's him too! This includes everything. So there's a part of Static that is outside the game and that's why she can handle things inside the game. It's her purpose to handle him LFBD 3,7 He doesn't want to be handled by-her. He was her so he knows she can handle him.
  3. he doesn't went to be out of the game, but wants to win the game. There wouldn't be a game if he didn't exist.
  1. he smashed Thetans, broke gamerules, having to do it a 2nd time. He wanted to smash all down. He made her very small via other people. Tried to use her as a tool for him, confusing her with him, probably she is the big SP That it looks like that or she is. 3,65
  2. she as a problem! 3,75 She doesn't ant status and that is a prerequisite for he to be able to do this job.
  3. the why it's like this 3,65
  4. her as a problem for him. He couldn't catch her, but putting her there totally alone and nobody believing her. He can't catch her via her original Postulate. 3.75
  1. separated from other Thetans. Because then the others won't believe her. As they don't believe in Static or Static defined.
  2. that she doesn't handle him
  3. she's too close to him 398 LFBD 3,6 The only separations amongst Thetans Pre Postulates and considerations! She's not separated but he separated her.
  4. Love! He doesn't want to be loved.
  1. LFBD 3,6 separating her from all and everything. So she's alone and must be silly and crazy. She can't reach the other people. The others are right. It seems to be she can't he her Postulate. It seems she can't. That he can do that with the vacuum. There's something like a "field of nothing" around her body. He can't put it around her. LFBD 3,3 He can't use her CVP because she hasn't get one. She is nowhere as Static - no location. 3,3 But she's using the body, as the thing to operate in the Dame, and he can always get her via the body. He turns around something with the body, making the opposite...
  2. that she could do very good things with her body and he can't. His body is the opposite.

    3. LFBD 3,25 He's using... Pre-OT: the somatics are in the left side of my body and it has to do with Xenu's body. which has one side crippled.

  3. what he's doing exactly... He has something like his body in her body or space. He is her. She has a chronical inflammation of the uterus, this has something to do with that. Yesterday she got the idea that something is sitting in that location. She remembered now that the other guy called her "Mother of Thetans"...
  4. that she doesn't have power via 2D. Something to do with Sex. This has to be stopped, as it's love, so she shouldn't use her body for that. This separates her and as long as she is separated, she feels small and with not enough power.
  1. he fucks her! LFBD 3,2 He does it in the very meaning in the other sense.
  2. her, and being too powerful if she has a female body
  3. giving her the inflammation and via that invalidating her 3,45 He's sitting in her uterus LFBD 3,3 Her sick always being invalidated because it's sick 3,4 That every time that she has sex, she has the feeling of being violated, invalidated, being dirty and that problem starts with that. Now he is doing that
  4. 2D. Power. Her power.
  1. He's violating her. F Well, he did last night. She dreamed that last night and that's how her body is feeling. 3,55 He has an Anti-MEST body of him constantly violating another one of hers, so these effects Cc to her MEST-body.
  2. her
  3. what ha's exactly doing
  4. her (Break - 3,4 (2)) (Restart - 3,6 (12)
  1. Violating me LFBD 3,6
  2. Then she can't have sex with somebody else LFBD 3,45
  3. he's not doing it bodywise, but somehow he does it. 3,5
  4. sex, 2D and Love
  1. suppressing all that in relation especially to her
  2. he can't have it and she has it, so he's taking it from her
  3. how he's doing it. He's doing it with another body directly connected to hers
  4. that she has no connection with other Thetans, as that would mean more power and that's not good LFBD 3,4
  1. stopping her in having nice and good 2D. No matter how her postulated ideal scene is
  2. that she can't have/give Theta via that and he's trying to get that Theta
  3. how is he doing it: F Thetan-wise on a via 3,4
  4. same as above
  1. suppressing her Theta regarding other Players
  2. same
  3. how he's doing it
  4. same
  1. doing that. FBD 3,35 Violating her
  2. same
  3. in PT with a Mock-up, a Thetan, an automatic mechanism
  4. he can't have her so he has to take her
  1. FBD 3,3 a picture of another body, not visible, very close to hers, which is constantly violating her MEST-body. And that is kind of his body. or him. or something like that.
  2. to got Theta and invalidating sex. He can't have sex.
  3. there's nothing to do with love and in violating her body, makes love worth nothing.

    4. To degrade it. it becomes degraded in such a way, and he gives her the feeling that her sex is something degraded and she shouldn't have sexual feelings, because it's not dirty in actual fact, but Theta-wise and it's very invalidated in general. so -there's no Theta.

    It's dirty.

  4. that was the problem FBD 3,3
  1. he's holding something in PT which is not in PT
  2. her and her silly love LFBD 3,1 She tried to handle him via love, as a manifestation of love via sex and he uses that to suppress her on that, She once agreed to love end now he turnes it around and traps her with love.
  3. that was a lie!! LFBD 3,15
  4. Love
  1. Invalidating Love
  2. Love
  3. how he's doing it
  4. Love
  1. 3,15 he's using bodies to suppress the manifestation of Theta-Love in a MEST-level LFBD 3,0
  2. the connection between 2 Thetans
  3. she has really somatics on that. but it seems like if it has nothing to do with her.

    4. Her.

  4. Her!
  1. being around her, as a cloud, her being surrounded by Xenu... can't break through Xenu.

    2. He's occupying something connected with her. It's not only at the body level, but at the Theta-level 3,1 He's mixing Anti- with Not-Anti, as if the Anti. Duplicat of her... He as Anti-Thetan is surrounding her, as Anti-Thetan LFBD 2,9 Well. that's not true. It's something simpler. He's very close to her and he directly interferes her whenever she's doing something. He tries to control her very directly LFBD 2,95 And if not, it's ...(Other Pre-OT) who holds it all for him. This is just to withhold her from (another Pre-OT).

    This is funny.

  2. her in connection with (Pre-OT mentioned second above)
  3. 3, how he does it
  4. her in relation to her body. Not letting her use it as a good tool.
  1. he put something around her body. A "Kind of field taking away energy and so damaging the body" It sucks energy. It's kind of him ling that field so he gets the energy and he does things with her body 2,85
  2. Theta
  3. what this field is!!! Hold be that field.
  4. her
  1. this field is the overt he's doing
  2. this field is stopping her from reaching and using the body
  3. what this field is. The field is sparkling and shaped, like a ball and it is sparkling a lot at the limits and the closer it gets to the body the less sparkling and around the body there's no sparkling. It's about 5 meters or even more from the center to the limits.

    4. And there is something standing in front of that. It looks like a park with P castle. This castle is in front of this ball. And there's a way which leads to the castle, and from the ball ou look directly at the castle, and where the ball is, is a water-fountain. 2,85

    That's the picture I (Pre-OT) have. I already had it yesterday while auditing (other Pre-OT)

  4. that she recognizes her 3.0
  1. he has put her in a certain location from which she can see, but can't reach as she's surrounded by barriers.
  2. Her! She has too much Theta
  3. Herself. What he is. If she's facing the castle he's everything behind her back.
  4. that she doesn't find him
  1. he doesn't let her find what he's withholding from/of her
  2. if she found it, probably she'd be much more powerful 3,25
  3. the part of her what he's fucking and violating FED 3,15 That field would be her. That all this comes together. Held use her against her. As if the field is a turned-around version of her, like if the Anti-Thetan of her were around her.
  4. her 3,2
  1. he's not telling what's going on LFBD 2,95 Influencing her My via this field and it is part of her and part of him. It's turned around LFBD 2,8
  2. her
  3. her
  4. her
  1. he fucks her body, gives her somatics. 2,75
  2. her. That she's not Static. That see doesn't see the field, can't contact field, this field takes energy away from the body.
  3. what it is all bout this field FBD 2,75 It's her and so she doesn't get it. It's her.

    4. It's him 2,8

  4. her
  1. an overt with her. He uses her to commit an overt against her
  2. her as a problem
  3. why she's a problem
  4. she as a problem
  1. this is her! He's a part of her and so is herself doing all that.
  2. that she'd not fight her
  3. he's her, 2,8 He's the opposite of her. It would be her postulate and he would have turned it around and used it against her.
  4. that she doesn't fight herself 2,95 That she doesn't recognize herself as her worst enemy.
  1. FBD 2,95 Butterflies in her stomach. and the body is totally weak and she doesn't have the control over it. More somatics,
  2. her 3,0 Playing with her. Nice to play with her, because the so much Theta he can use,
  3. there's nothing which is not her and everything is based on her considerations that it is, so there's nothing which is not her or part of her. All that is, is because she is from her viewpoint, and he's not withholding anything in actual fact.
  4. that she doesn't know that she is complete. She shouldn't know that everything is there in the moment. That she has cnnsiderations that is not and that she can't reach it.

Pre-OT: !'m tired like hell.

  1. he uses something from her against her
  2. that she's not too powerful
  3. what it's actually all tout. So close and simple that she doesn't get it
  4. that she doesn't find it out
  1. giving her the idea she can't reach it 3,1
  2. so she will not try to reach it
  3. her
  4. her
  1. he doesn't let her find it
  2. that she doesn't find it 3,2
  3. how he's fucking her FBD 3,1
  4. her

Pre-OT to Auditor:

I know you know it and I don't and it's terrible. LFBD 2,8 It is very close directly in front of my nose. Ha's even telling me! But I don't get it!!! This tiredness is combined with that. but I don't get it - I'm so involved in it, that I can't differentiate me from me, or something like that. It's like: regarding this I can't have an exterior viewpoint and this seems to be my problem. 3,0 I can't find it. It must be very basic. It must be me. Something to do with me. Sure! But I don't get what! 3,1

  1. LFBF 2,9 She's Xenu. Everybody has been Xenu. She's been Xenu too. He's withholding something regarding that.
  2. that she doesn't find it and it doesn't solve
  3. who she is in all those "me's"! The real me.
  4. her
  1. that she can't remember
  2. if she could remember, it would be good
  3. LFBD 2,75 she is not her body. Me is her
  4. her and the game
  1. that he's doing this
  2. that she doesn't got it LFBD 3,0 She shouldn't.
  3. her
  4. her
  1. withholding her
  2. the game! 3,0 to get her in the game. She has not to know something before entering into the Came, and he's keeping that not-know
  3. that what I don't know. This has to do again with .... (other Pre-OT). He's withholding ...(Pre-OT mentioned above) from her!
  4. the game. He keeps the not-know of Thetans, and he turns it around to control Thetans 3.1
  1. Thetans agreed to give him the not-know, and the overt is he misused it, so Thetans can't reach the not-know again and can't come out again LFBD 2,9
  2. to win the game
  3. her not-know agreement
  4. there wouldn't be a game if he wouldn't keep these not-knows. There wouldn't be a game!
  1. 2,9 he fucked her with her own postulate
  2. he can control Thetans via their postulates and agreements, so they can't come out of the game again
  3. something with limits. She forgot that there are no limits... Linits are just considerations ....
  4. no limits - game

(Break - 32, (2))

(Restart - 3,8 (2) - Hunting needle)

  1. there's no overt (smiles) 3,75
  2. no problem
  3. he did not withhold. She knows it. It's true she knows it, but she doesn't know yet.

    4. (laughs) LFBD 3,5

  4. it's not any longer his problem but hers
  1. 3,5 no overt
  2. her
  3. that he doesn't withhold. There's nothing to withhold
  4. her problem 3,6
  1. he doesn't let her get whatever he's withholding
  2. if she know it, :he couldn't play the game with her any longer
  3. FBD 3,5 nothing
  4. it's her problem not his
  1. no overt
  2. her problem 3,5
  3. nothing. It's just a game.
  4. to be in the game versus come out of the game 3,6
  1. no overt
  2. not his problem any longer
  3. (laughs) Himself. How he did it. What she doesn't know. F Something to do with (other Pro-OT) and with this Postulate: "You want it but you can't reach it". He's her and he's .... (Pre-OT above) and is everybody! He's created by everybody and if she gets her part of him, he can't control her and he can use everybody to fuck her. Therefore he knows all the other people don't because he consists of all the Not-Knows parts created by all!
  4. there wouldn't be a game
  1. he's withholding her not-know part of her and using against her turning it into the opposite.
  2.  
  3. how he did it. He's using her energy to turn it around. So she sitting inside her own Postulate.
  4. the game. Not coming out of it
  1. he turned around the Postulate
  2. to control her via the Postulate
  3. the Postulate: I KNOW THAT I DON'T KNOW LFBD 3,3
  4. not-knowing something, this can be used to control
  1. he fucked her with her own Postulate
  2. It's the opposite: I DON'T KNOW THAT I KNOW. One of the Postulates is from him and the other is hers
  3. which Postulate is hers.
  4. 3,15 that she doesn't know. So the I DON'T KNOW...-Postulate is from him, and the I KNOW is from her. Sure! Pre-OT: Because if I know that I don't know something I can always calculate with it, but if you don't know that you know, you me just silly! 3,15
  1. he did that with her own Postulate. He turned it around and with that she knew, but she was silly. She makes her silly with her own Postulate.
  2. to control 3,25
  3. how he made that: Fuck her. With Static. He took a bit of Static and told it to be a body and sent it to always fuck her MEST-body LFBD 3,05 Very simple!
  4. Theta!
  1. he made a fun at her
  2. that she shouldn't know
  3. who this body is. It's... (another Pre-OT) LFBD 3,1
  4. his game
  1. mis-using Thetans
  2. the host way Thetans can be influenced is with Thetans
  3. what this field is LFBD 2,95 There's nothing more about all this! So now she knows everything now ... Well, it's a game

F/N VVGIs

V/I R/W on Xenu as creator of the Postulate "Fuck you"

  1. he can't play any more, because she knows everything. No sense! F/N VGIs

PrPr 3 on Xenu

  1. he thought it would be very funny to have it like this F/N VVGIs

(EOS - 2,9 (2))

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