Is life worth living? Does Scn help one to live a
happier life?
I don’t think so, At least
now!
The tremendous amount of wins one had and the awesome
increase in awareness don’t align with a bigger zest for life and an increase in
havingness.
Ups and downs continue, the fight and the problems don’t
seam to decrease.
True, one is not so much affected by them and situations
to which a “normal” person would succumb have become a normal day of
life.
The fight in witch one has become involved is of a very
big magnitude and it is very hard to stand against it. If one thing has the
slightest possibility of going wrong, it will.
When things seam well organized and the theta present is
big, somehow it is not enough.
There are some small periods where clouds seam to
vanish, only to come back stronger than before.
Tech, Admin and Ethics handlings work for a while but
situations don’t solve.
Other determinism, self determinism and pan determinism
have been looked into. Evaluations, Data series, admin tech, etc don’t find the
why.
Corrections of past levels also give wins but don’t
handle it.
Why does it have to be so
difficult?
I seam to have reached the edge of a cliff with nothing
else ahead but still have not found the why.
Is the cause of this effect in the future? Is it a
“karma” one has to live for some long forgotten
misdeeds?
Is it the “war” that is affecting all governments and
people around? But if it is, it is no more fought by small entities as the
enemy. It must be made by tremendously strong beings.
But this goes against the idea (possibly a wrong one)
that all strong beings are good.
Can it be that Statics or sources are fighting a war? I
mean, where the Greeks correct?
FR
The
Knights of Eternity
http://pwp.netcabo.pt/ketern